Sindyloo - Rape Board

Luke rape stalker · 08-06-2007, 06:32 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by sindyloo

Being a liar and a coward. and of hurting people and lying to people! This was a result of a talk this morning with a Friend(Sorry for calling you that...as you are ashamed of me) but this friend brought things i thought or hoped were long buried and forgotten but alas they came back at me!

I was a friend, lover and wife to Kellie in our lesbian life. I have never loved or felt the way I did with her with any man or woman. She was my heart and my soul...my whole reason for living!

One week it all went so freaking bad I went to Montana to visit some friends and when I came back our perfect life was horribly over. She had been attacked while I was gone and when I got word of it I rushed home and found her in bad shape mentally. She had already faked her death at RC and asked me to help her cover it up. My heart went out to her and I thought with my heart instead of my head.

Well not knowing what I was doing, my actions turned things from bad to worse ending with myself and Kellie being banned from RC and I didnt protest it as it was right and just. Things went worse and after the court trial a few weeks later My dear sweet Kellie lost it all together.

I still visit her and try to be upbeat and happy for her when I go to the VA hospital. My heart breaks each time I see her as she is only a shadow of what she used to be. Everyone at RC knew how she really was.

Well I have never been nice and kind and happy and open like her unless I was with her. Everyone else I didnt want to get close to me except there was this one guy...LJ!!

After our ban and after losing Kellie and my life I was in need of fun again and could never find that in Real Life. So Emily was kind enough to let me join RU where I slowly discovered fun and even friends. Then one day I was lurking at a site RB amazed at the fun these people were having. It was a huge strange family insults that were fun and caused a lot of interaction between members and no Damn hard feelings!

I was hooked and so badly wanted a family that I might be a part of...and after a kind and well earned warning from..somedude I was allowed in here.

My God...I was in Heaven it was so wonderful here such kind and great people....it was too much! And since it was a fantasy site I took it as that. I could be young again cute looking and desirable! Plus I could be kind and helpful and sweet and nice, even to helping people and cheering them up.

But now I am ashamed and so sad as I must tell everyone that I am not like that at all. I am a cold hearted, bitch who is ugly on the outside as well on the inside too! The only decent thing I can do is reveal what I have....I am over 50 years of age,,,ugly and overweight...and a fucking liar!

I wont ask for forgiveness as I dont deserve it and wont want any anyway.

To all those I have hurt in my pathetic time on the internet...I am truly SORRY

Sindy,

weÂ´re chattet long long nights and many hours and i have to say...
Everyone who is surprised now or angrs of you should think about why we are here.
WeÂ´re here to have fun and you was a person who bring many many people a lot of fun. Ok youÂ´re not the person who you seems to be but iÂ´m sure a lot of members are not real like you (especially many "girls with dicks")
You give me the illusion to rape a pretty 29 year old women and i always enjoy it and thats the thing what counts. The whole site is a big illusion, i rape you and love it BUT ITS ONLY A ILLUSION. It doesnt matter who is behind my victim.
After a while we come us closer and we got a bigger friendship and you told me things from your RL (i still dont know how real they was) but i saw your problem. You came to a site, got friends and after a while youÂ´re scared to tell them the true because you feared to loose them.
This post you wrote is a proof of real big brave!!! CONGRATULATIONS!! and i have to say iÂ´m still your friend and iÂ´m always there for you like before.
Every member of RB with more intelligence than a empty bottle would still be your friend.
Ok i have to say... when i heard the "more real" things about you i was kinda frightened but then i made myself clear the things i wrote.

TO ALL RAPEBOARD MEMBERS....

Our friend Marcia needs us!!! let her know that you still like her!!

Luke

Tanya · 08-06-2007, 07:14 PM

"sigh*

MADDOGMCMANAMAN · 08-06-2007, 07:46 PM

fuckinhell NONE OF THAT STUFF MATTERS SINDY !!!!!!!!

U JUST KEEP POSTIN GIRL - U AS MUCH A MEMBER OF RB AS ANYONE !!!!!

hope this marks your return !!!!!!!!!!!

hornybisexualbitch · 08-06-2007, 08:52 PM

Hello sindyloo.

I may not agree with all the things you have done in your life... but guess what, you wouldnt of me either. We are all human, and we make mistakes, stupid ones. Most of the time we should be forgiven... I am not one who was hurt by your act, so i do not forgive you, it isnt my place, and i have no reason to forgive u, you have nto hurt me, you have been a good friend. And as luke said, this is a fantasy site, be what u want to be.. if you want to be 30, and sexy as hell, WHO IS STOPPING YOU? NO ONE, we are ALL here to HAVE FUN.. so have fun with us. no worrying.

Now if you dont mind... i need a rubing something bad,,, would u like to .....

Ntense · 08-06-2007, 11:21 PM

(points one post up...) What she said! (nods)

Sindy, EVERYTHING here better be fantasy and play.

With that in mind, you can be anyone you want to be in your fantasy; we'll play along! Don't let age or physical attributes get in the way of having fun. Hell, don't let 'em get in the way of having a real life, either! I'm still 18 (going on 49) myself, and it'll never change.

Friends don't judge their friends by silly little things like age, weight or appearance, they go by who you are.
A lot of the time, that means who you want to be or where you're going, not just what you used to be.

Live for the moment, 'cos the game will be over WELL too soon!

dark_d3viant · 08-07-2007, 02:43 AM

And I always see you as a slender, sexy, young seductress whenever I read what you've typed! There is nothing fake about it. It doesn't matter what age you are on the outside - you're only as YOUNG as you FEEL!

Besides, it's also what's inside that counts, and you ARE a caring, loving, cheerful and sweet person. That's how you come across to me anyway

You have many friends here, and you've always contributed something very positive to the boards, cheered everyone up when they're down, and always brought a smile to my face

As for making mistakes - he who is without sin may cast the first stone? We've all done something regrettable at some point, but it's not all simple and clear-cut like that. Emotions get involved, it gets complicated.

But I'm very pleased you came here so we could get to know you and all enjoy the FUN of RB together

xx

08-07-2007, 03:35 AM

Sindy,

Although i am partly aware of your actions on Rape Club and how much shit is stired then, you had apologised then and still feel you need to apologise today.

The hatchet was buried the first time you said you were sorry and when you were accepted onto RU and onto rapeboard by Somedude, yeah intially i was shocked myself to hear about the actions but somedude backed you up and gave you the benefit of the doubt, i respect his opinion in matters on this board and like myself if he was happy to give you a chance then so was i, it is water under the bridge as far as members here are concerned, you have done nothing to really upset people on this board and i have seen no malice in any of your time posting here to members or this board in general, so you have a clean slate with us as far as i am concerned and i am sure as many others are too, if there are some members on this board that are using this boards facilities to give you grief and harrassment then for gods sake contact a mod or me if you want.

I will be dissapointed to find any member on here harrassing a member causing them real life alarm, distress or upset, its not legal in real society and i would not be happy for it to occur on here.

This board is for fantasy purposes, although i have not made up aspects on who i am there are plenty of members male and female that do, we all role play on here, where it be our looks, our personal lives or our fantasy lives and that is accepted.

Us guys do it all the time, talk about how we would rape a victim but in real life we would never do it, this board is full of "lying members" if you want to call it that.

But personally i call it FANTASY, a escape from the daily slog of real life, if we are allowed to fantasize on this board about our own actions and who we are and who we speak too, THEN DAMN IT SO ARE YOU!.

08-07-2007, 06:07 AM

Sindyloo,

You are an extremely intelligent, funny, seductive, and vibrantly imaginative person who touches everyone here with her very sweet and tender heart. Please find some way to accept the bad things that have happened before so you can come back to us. You give so much of yourself to all of us at this board. Don't let anything or anyone take that away.

We are all truly faceless and ageless here.. that's what makes it so easy for the person inside to come out and shine. Hold your head up, lady... don't stay away.

Vivienne · 08-07-2007, 06:41 AM

Marcia, we had all those endless private Talks, so I guess You know where i stand. I will be here, waiting 4U. No matter what.
You know that.

menace · 08-07-2007, 07:08 AM

Tut, tut...

First you lie, then admit to it and expect us to believe you are telling the truth now? Forget it...

AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED, YOU'RE STILL A FINEFIGURED 18 YEAR
OLD WHO I VERY MUCH WOULD LIKE TO HUMP

RapeU · 08-07-2007, 08:29 AM

Sindy I don't know all of what's going on, but I will always remember the kindness you have shown to me. I want you to know I will always be here for you and be your friend despite whatever mistakes you have made.

sindyloo · 08-07-2007, 12:37 PM

Almost didnt make it on here started to but backed off?? read these comments tried so fucking hard to come up with any kind of nice reply and way to express myself properly to you all and All I could freaking come up with is....

THANK YOU!!!

So another shock for you all and get your Barf buckets ready.....some real pics of me taken this morning and one at work with other Friends.

But you are the ones who touch me the MOST!!

(should be a crying thing here but there isnt?)

Vivienne · 08-07-2007, 12:58 PM

Damned, im so unbelievable proud on my Great Golden Girl!!

Guys'n'Dolls, U will never know how much Courage this took 2 her... and how many nerves of mine!

Now... Anyone watching that is free 2 make a comment as (s)he wishes - I guess, some will like it, many wont be all 2 surprised, but some may also wish 2 state sth mean or insulting...
To those just in advance: Ure entitled 2 ur opinion, but also better prepared 2 watch the Open Getes of Hell

I'm proud on U, Marcia. Very proud!

RapeU · 08-07-2007, 01:12 PM

Sindy I have always thought you were awesome. It takes extreme bravery to be completely honest with people and I know how hard it can be. My respect and love for you has grown tenfold because of your honesty, friendship, and kindness towards me.

So anyone who messes with Sindy will have to go through me first!

innocent · 08-07-2007, 02:04 PM

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somedude · 08-07-2007, 02:13 PM

It takes a lot of courage to post pics of yourself!

I haven't done it yet

It also takes a lot of courage to admit what you have!

innocent · 08-07-2007, 02:28 PM

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Sanitarium · 08-07-2007, 02:51 PM

Sindyloo

Good hearted people are always great people no matter the mistakes they make.
In most cases mistakes make them greater each time, cause they handle them like you did!

PS. And no I don't bite! You are not "a cold hearted, bitch who is ugly on the outside as well on the inside too!" as you say! You couldn't be even if you try!

08-07-2007, 04:52 PM

Sindyloo, I still wanna fuck you

I'm here for you too.

hornybisexualbitch · 08-07-2007, 05:04 PM

Hey sindyloo thanks for posting your pic, no matter what u look like, people, us for one, DONT CARE WHAT U LOOK LIKE, your heart is beautiful, that is all that counts.. plus you are what 50? you look good for you age, i would be proud to look that good, dont worry about what people think... plus we think you are sexy, see sean still thinks so...

Have fun with your life, dont worry so much, we still love you...

08-06-2007, 07:14 PM	#2
Tanya Privileged Member Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: Australia Posts: 505 Reputation: 2134	"sigh* __________________ When im good im very very good, but when im bad im better! Last edited by Tanya; 08-06-2007 at 07:48 PM.

08-06-2007, 07:46 PM	#3
MADDOGMCMANAMAN PUSSYCRUSHER Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: YOUR MOMMAS HOUSE Posts: 2,161 Reputation: 9875	fuckinhell NONE OF THAT STUFF MATTERS SINDY !!!!!!!! U JUST KEEP POSTIN GIRL - U AS MUCH A MEMBER OF RB AS ANYONE !!!!! hope this marks your return !!!!!!!!!!! __________________ The Original PUSSYCRUSHER !!

08-06-2007, 08:52 PM	#4
hornybisexualbitch Daughter of Jasmine Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: South Carolina Posts: 1,114 Reputation: 2956	Hello sindyloo. I may not agree with all the things you have done in your life... but guess what, you wouldnt of me either. We are all human, and we make mistakes, stupid ones. Most of the time we should be forgiven... I am not one who was hurt by your act, so i do not forgive you, it isnt my place, and i have no reason to forgive u, you have nto hurt me, you have been a good friend. And as luke said, this is a fantasy site, be what u want to be.. if you want to be 30, and sexy as hell, WHO IS STOPPING YOU? NO ONE, we are ALL here to HAVE FUN.. so have fun with us. no worrying. Now if you dont mind... i need a rubing something bad,,, would u like to ..... __________________ So...who missed me? Smiles are contagious, share one, the small things can brighten someones day.

08-06-2007, 11:21 PM	#5
Ntense Privileged Member Join Date: May 2007 Location: Texass Posts: 688 Reputation: 541	(points one post up...) What she said! (nods) Sindy, EVERYTHING here better be fantasy and play. With that in mind, you can be anyone you want to be in your fantasy; we'll play along! Don't let age or physical attributes get in the way of having fun. Hell, don't let 'em get in the way of having a real life, either! I'm still 18 (going on 49) myself, and it'll never change. Friends don't judge their friends by silly little things like age, weight or appearance, they go by who you are. A lot of the time, that means who you want to be or where you're going, not just what you used to be. Live for the moment, 'cos the game will be over WELL too soon! __________________ Character is what you are in the dark... John Whorfin

08-07-2007, 02:43 AM	#6
dark_d3viant Privileged Member Join Date: Dec 2006 Posts: 676 Reputation: 3855	I agree with everyone above me! And I always see you as a slender, sexy, young seductress whenever I read what you've typed! There is nothing fake about it. It doesn't matter what age you are on the outside - you're only as YOUNG as you FEEL! Besides, it's also what's inside that counts, and you ARE a caring, loving, cheerful and sweet person. That's how you come across to me anyway You have many friends here, and you've always contributed something very positive to the boards, cheered everyone up when they're down, and always brought a smile to my face As for making mistakes - he who is without sin may cast the first stone? We've all done something regrettable at some point, but it's not all simple and clear-cut like that. Emotions get involved, it gets complicated. But I'm very pleased you came here so we could get to know you and all enjoy the FUN of RB together xx Last edited by dark_d3viant; 08-07-2007 at 02:45 AM. Reason: Damn my poor spelling!

08-07-2007, 03:35 AM	#7
clan_hunter Guest Posts: n/a	Sindy, Although i am partly aware of your actions on Rape Club and how much shit is stired then, you had apologised then and still feel you need to apologise today. The hatchet was buried the first time you said you were sorry and when you were accepted onto RU and onto rapeboard by Somedude, yeah intially i was shocked myself to hear about the actions but somedude backed you up and gave you the benefit of the doubt, i respect his opinion in matters on this board and like myself if he was happy to give you a chance then so was i, it is water under the bridge as far as members here are concerned, you have done nothing to really upset people on this board and i have seen no malice in any of your time posting here to members or this board in general, so you have a clean slate with us as far as i am concerned and i am sure as many others are too, if there are some members on this board that are using this boards facilities to give you grief and harrassment then for gods sake contact a mod or me if you want. I will be dissapointed to find any member on here harrassing a member causing them real life alarm, distress or upset, its not legal in real society and i would not be happy for it to occur on here. This board is for fantasy purposes, although i have not made up aspects on who i am there are plenty of members male and female that do, we all role play on here, where it be our looks, our personal lives or our fantasy lives and that is accepted. Us guys do it all the time, talk about how we would rape a victim but in real life we would never do it, this board is full of "lying members" if you want to call it that. But personally i call it FANTASY, a escape from the daily slog of real life, if we are allowed to fantasize on this board about our own actions and who we are and who we speak too, THEN DAMN IT SO ARE YOU!. Last edited by clan_hunter; 08-07-2007 at 03:40 AM.

08-07-2007, 06:07 AM	#8
Sephy Guest Posts: n/a	Sindyloo, You are an extremely intelligent, funny, seductive, and vibrantly imaginative person who touches everyone here with her very sweet and tender heart. Please find some way to accept the bad things that have happened before so you can come back to us. You give so much of yourself to all of us at this board. Don't let anything or anyone take that away. We are all truly faceless and ageless here.. that's what makes it so easy for the person inside to come out and shine. Hold your head up, lady... don't stay away.

08-07-2007, 06:41 AM	#9
Vivienne Enlightning the Night Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Berlin, Germany Posts: 515 Reputation: 97	Marcia, we had all those endless private Talks, so I guess You know where i stand. I will be here, waiting 4U. No matter what. You know that. __________________ Everytime You Kill A Kitten - God Masturbates!!

08-07-2007, 07:08 AM	#10
menace Privileged Member Join Date: Nov 2005 Location: Who knows? Posts: 2,436 Reputation: 26964	Tut, tut... First you lie, then admit to it and expect us to believe you are telling the truth now? Forget it... AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED, YOU'RE STILL A FINEFIGURED 18 YEAR OLD WHO I VERY MUCH WOULD LIKE TO HUMP __________________ Try and stop me

08-07-2007, 08:29 AM	#11
RapeU Yes = No. No = Yes Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: Texas Posts: 2,412 Reputation: 33359	Sindy I don't know all of what's going on, but I will always remember the kindness you have shown to me. I want you to know I will always be here for you and be your friend despite whatever mistakes you have made. __________________ Stories I have written. The Red Rose Rapist short stories Roses Are Red, Violets Are Blue, Sugar Is Sweet, The Rapist Is You!? The Kidnapping Chronicles The Hunter, Huntress, LK, The Masked Marauder, Melinda's Tale, and The Masked Marauder II - Allen's Revenge Other Stories At My Cousin's Wedding

08-07-2007, 12:37 PM	#12
sindyloo Privileged Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Posts: 2,178 Reputation: 34844	Hello Almost didnt make it on here started to but backed off?? read these comments tried so fucking hard to come up with any kind of nice reply and way to express myself properly to you all and All I could freaking come up with is.... THANK YOU!!! So another shock for you all and get your Barf buckets ready.....some real pics of me taken this morning and one at work with other Friends. But you are the ones who touch me the MOST!! (should be a crying thing here but there isnt?) Last edited by sindyloo; 11-08-2007 at 05:20 PM.

08-07-2007, 12:58 PM	#13
Vivienne Enlightning the Night Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Berlin, Germany Posts: 515 Reputation: 97	Damned, im so unbelievable proud on my Great Golden Girl!! Guys'n'Dolls, U will never know how much Courage this took 2 her... and how many nerves of mine! Now... Anyone watching that is free 2 make a comment as (s)he wishes - I guess, some will like it, many wont be all 2 surprised, but some may also wish 2 state sth mean or insulting... To those just in advance: Ure entitled 2 ur opinion, but also better prepared 2 watch the Open Getes of Hell I'm proud on U, Marcia. Very proud! __________________ Everytime You Kill A Kitten - God Masturbates!!

08-07-2007, 01:12 PM	#14
RapeU Yes = No. No = Yes Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: Texas Posts: 2,412 Reputation: 33359	Sindy I have always thought you were awesome. It takes extreme bravery to be completely honest with people and I know how hard it can be. My respect and love for you has grown tenfold because of your honesty, friendship, and kindness towards me. So anyone who messes with Sindy will have to go through me first! __________________ Stories I have written. The Red Rose Rapist short stories Roses Are Red, Violets Are Blue, Sugar Is Sweet, The Rapist Is You!? The Kidnapping Chronicles The Hunter, Huntress, LK, The Masked Marauder, Melinda's Tale, and The Masked Marauder II - Allen's Revenge Other Stories At My Cousin's Wedding

08-07-2007, 02:04 PM	#15
innocent Privileged Member Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: uk Posts: 2,110 Reputation: 9976	deleted Last edited by innocent; 09-10-2007 at 02:44 PM.

08-07-2007, 02:13 PM	#16
somedude W.I.R. and Marshal Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Way out West!!!! Posts: 8,566 Reputation: 124981	It takes a lot of courage to post pics of yourself! I haven't done it yet It also takes a lot of courage to admit what you have! __________________ I'm a pervert and proud of it! Last edited by somedude; 08-07-2007 at 03:59 PM. Reason: I didn't agree with innocent right...

08-07-2007, 02:28 PM	#17
innocent Privileged Member Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: uk Posts: 2,110 Reputation: 9976	deleted Last edited by innocent; 09-10-2007 at 02:44 PM.

08-07-2007, 02:51 PM	#18
Sanitarium Movie Mobster Join Date: Nov 2006 Posts: 5,127 Reputation: 59324	Sindyloo Good hearted people are always great people no matter the mistakes they make. In most cases mistakes make them greater each time, cause they handle them like you did! PS. And no I don't bite! You are not "a cold hearted, bitch who is ugly on the outside as well on the inside too!" as you say! You couldn't be even if you try! __________________ Download CryptLoad How to use CryptLoad for downloading How to use CryptLoad for uploading Please DO NOT repost my links.

08-07-2007, 04:52 PM	#19
Sean Guest Posts: n/a	Sindyloo, I still wanna fuck you I'm here for you too.

08-07-2007, 05:04 PM	#20
hornybisexualbitch Daughter of Jasmine Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: South Carolina Posts: 1,114 Reputation: 2956	Hey sindyloo thanks for posting your pic, no matter what u look like, people, us for one, DONT CARE WHAT U LOOK LIKE, your heart is beautiful, that is all that counts.. plus you are what 50? you look good for you age, i would be proud to look that good, dont worry about what people think... plus we think you are sexy, see sean still thinks so... Have fun with your life, dont worry so much, we still love you... __________________ So...who missed me? Smiles are contagious, share one, the small things can brighten someones day.