hey do i need help? i'm i sick? help!

[kellyp]

I was repeatedly raped by two men on separate occassions. Both looked for me when I got away from them.

I thought men hated the women they rape.

Why would these two still look for me. Each time they found me, they raped me again. But because of the way I grew up, I have never told on them.

I thought rape was a brutal thing, why would these men want me again? Do you know? Have you ever really raped someone, and what goes through your mind when you do this?

Why didn't they kill me? I was tied up by one, and the other is bigger than me and could have killed me at any time. He just subdued me and had his way with me.

Why would they rape me repeatedly, and not kill me? Do you know?

[Jennevieve]

Originally Posted by kellyp

I was repeatedly raped by two men on separate occassions. Both looked for me when I got away from them.

I thought men hated the women they rape.

Why would these two still look for me. Each time they found me, they raped me again. But because of the way I grew up, I have never told on them.

I thought rape was a brutal thing, why would these men want me again? Do you know? Have you ever really raped someone, and what goes through your mind when you do this?

Why didn't they kill me? I was tied up by one, and the other is bigger than me and could have killed me at any time. He just subdued me and had his way with me.

Why would they rape me repeatedly, and not kill me? Do you know?

The people on this forum are into fantasy rape only. When it crosses into real rape, it becomes a crime.

Nobody on this board condones actual rape. Real rape destroys lives.

For your own sake, you should really report this to the authorities... no matter how you feel about what happened to you because of the way you were raised, please believe that what these men are doing is absolutely, in no way good. You really ought to go to the police.

Also, to the original poster: fantasy rape isn't wrong. 1/6 women have rape fantasies of some kind.

[dasVerlangen]

there is no such thing as illness....
only deviance.

[dasVerlangen]

Originally Posted by Jennevieve

Nobody on this board condones actual rape.

Are you so sure?
That's a fairly broad statement to make.
While it may well be true,
it's not a statement you (or I) could make with full certainty.

[AWDracer]

Originally Posted by kellyp

I was repeatedly raped by two men on separate occassions. Both looked for me when I got away from them.

I thought men hated the women they rape.

Why would these two still look for me. Each time they found me, they raped me again. But because of the way I grew up, I have never told on them.

I thought rape was a brutal thing, why would these men want me again? Do you know? Have you ever really raped someone, and what goes through your mind when you do this?

Why didn't they kill me? I was tied up by one, and the other is bigger than me and could have killed me at any time. He just subdued me and had his way with me.

Why would they rape me repeatedly, and not kill me? Do you know?

It's simple. They wanted to torture you. As you said yourself, they could've killed you but they chose not to - there's a reason for it. Anyhow, be lucky that you're alive because life is precious and you don't need these scumbags to ruin it. If those men "repeated" raped you, it could very well be possible that they 'know' you and therefore, know your habits etc. You should call the police and for goodness sake, don't wash away the evidence!

[Jennevieve]

Originally Posted by dasVerlangen

Are you so sure?
That's a fairly broad statement to make.
While it may well be true,
it's not a statement you (or I) could make with full certainty.

Talking about or condoning actual rape is a bannable offense.

[dasVerlangen]

Originally Posted by Jennevieve

Talking about or condoning actual rape is a bannable offense.

Point being?
I don't think that fact would (or does) alter anyone's views in the slightest.

[Jennevieve]

Originally Posted by dasVerlangen

Point being?
I don't think that fact would (or does) alter anyone's views in the slightest.

So, officially, no one on this board condones actual rape.

It doesn't matter if that's the reality or not, because if someone is found condoning rape on this board, they will be banned, and then they will no longer be on this board. The position of the board itself is all that matters in this kind of situation.

[dasVerlangen]

Originally Posted by Jennevieve

So, officially, no one on this board condones actual rape.

It doesn't matter if that's the reality or not, because if someone is found condoning rape on this board, they will be banned, and then they will no longer be on this board. The position of the board itself is all that matters in this kind of situation.

Right. The standard position of the board is what matters....
I guess my point was that the mere existence of that position isn't
likely to change anyone's personal position. Each man is an island,
and who knows what chaos reigns in the minds of men?

[Sternenlied]

Originally Posted by DasVerlangen

Right. The standard position of the board is what matters...

Exactly.

Originally Posted by DasVerlangen

I guess my point was that the mere existence of that position isn't likely to change anyone's personal position.

No, of course not.
We never thought it would. Best example is underage rape fantasy. There are many members who like it and the question to re-instate them on RB pops up again every now and then.
It's just a rule for RB to run that has been implemented for various reasons (same as the real rape rule), it has nothing to do with us trying to "educate" our members or believing we even could.
RB is merely another sub-society that has to go by rules not everyone likes or supports. They don't change any personal views or opinions and we never intended them to do. We can only hope our members understand them and thus are more willing to abide by them.

Originally Posted by DasVerlangen

Each man is an island, and who knows what chaos reigns in the minds of men?

(Sometimes unfortunately) I do.