Truly Broken

[Jennevieve]

So, a while ago, I was in a really silly mood when my Master and I were playing, and I thought it would be hysterically funny to just say "no" whenever he told me to do something.

I tried at first, but quickly found that I instinctively follow his commands with a "Yes, Master." I was literally not able to follow through with my whimsy and see how much punishment I could derive from it, because I am, I suppose, truly broken.

I'd always thought that the ultimate submission would manifest itself with tears or a passive but immediate obedience, but I'm still completely intact, and it seems to me now that the ultimate submission is truly that point where saying "no" seems not out of the question, but ridiculous -- why would I do that? -- and even moreso, impossible.

Anyone else had such an experience with their Master or slut?

[sindyloo]

Yes had willful Subs like that years ago but after turning their asses very red enough times they stopped their silly game! esp after I withheld the fave parts of their training they became good again!