In my fantasy...

[Adrift]

In all my fantasies, I'm always taken by force, and lots of it. I fight and fight, but finally I have to give in - I'm always bound so that my attacker can have full control of my body instead of having to hold me down with his own weight or having his hands occupied by holding me down.

He wants all of me; not just carnal knowledge, we wants to own me. My life hangs in his hands as I am forced to succumb to every desire he has.

There are usually other men there to watch as he forces his desires on me. My body beckons to them, but my attacker is the only one that can offer to share me. Of course, he doesn't care about me - regardless of my begging or pleading he continues on. I am totally at his mercy. He will share me with the others but only on his terms - only as he allows. It's a game; he controls them, too.

There's usually one man who wants to help me - but the desire to take me always wins out. Instead of helping me, he too hurts me. They put their hands on my body - and put their fingers in me.

I never "enjoy" it and I fight it until the last.

What about y'all - - -

Does the victim give in and "enjoy" the rape?
Do you hurt her or just threaten her?
Ladies, how does it play out in your mind?