Confused about self - Rape Board

05-23-2007, 03:07 PM

Im a 25 year old guy always thinks of his heart and females feelings. When I look at stuff like fantasy rape movies or incest the only thing on my mind is getting really excited when I was being horny. But after im done being horny I just only think about killing that guy what he did to damage her life.

I try my best to change like not watching porn and not downloading fantasy rape movies. But that hasn't worked. There was a point I watch the hills have eyes and there was a rape scene I cryed so much and kicked and screamed I stoped watching. Thats when I wasn't horny. I couldn't tell people about this stuff cause people won't understand.

Too tell you the truth I don't like rape, incest and other stuff cause If I saw some guy try to do that in person to someone I wouldn't think second thoughts and save her beat him up then bring her too the police station.

sindyloo · 05-23-2007, 07:36 PM

Just always keep the two seperate and you will be okay!

Fantasy is only in the mind and doesnt harm anyone else!

Rape is very real and hurts the victim mentally and physically as well. And any of us would do the same if we saw it happen in real life we would help in some way!

And some of us feel as you do! we feel ashamed later after our fantasy needs are fulfilled and that is normal okay!??

Dont keep that crap bottled up but release it in private so you dont lose it in public later!

05-23-2007, 09:41 PM

Well alot of times I can't watch them cause I would be hurt and start to cry but there is another part of me wants to watch it.

I feel like im the only one feels like that here:\. Maybe it's because I use my feelings before being horny... Still seeing that women in pain or something even if it's a actress in back of her mind is saying "why am I doing this" Well thats how I feel anyway.

Khaibit · 05-23-2007, 10:34 PM

You aren't the only one.

I am often horrified by rape scenes in movies or books because the author presents it as a horrible thing and it is. However there is always the small animal part of me that enjoys it even as my more rational brain hates it. Humans are complex creatures and our little minds are partitioned in such ways that we can't always be in complete agreement even with ourselves.

Just remember that while the id may affect your emotions and desires, your rational brain is the one that makes the important choices so that's more important aspect of you. Having the fantasies does not make you a bad person as long as you have the conscience not to act upon them.

EDIT: sorry Sindy, this was basically what you said in your post but I thought I'd reinforce it.

ego · 05-24-2007, 03:43 AM

hehehehe!
Welcome in the club Keith......

Jezebel · 05-29-2007, 01:00 AM

It's true...I can watch or see horrible things that make me physicaly ill with emotion, but later when I'll think of it, it makes me sexually aroused, and I have no idea why.

You can't let yourself feel guilty for your feelings, especially from scenes in movies as they aren't real anyway. Don't doubt that we would all of us react in the same way as you if we were in a real life rape situation.

Just remember it's all a fantasy!

Darkman · 05-29-2007, 02:10 AM

actually i felt a bit guilty too recently when i watched 8mm the other day, it sort of repulsed me to the whole rape thing, but then again the next day i was right as rain back to my sick old self! haha!

05-23-2007, 03:07 PM	#1
horndogkeith Guest Posts: n/a	Confused about self Im a 25 year old guy always thinks of his heart and females feelings. When I look at stuff like fantasy rape movies or incest the only thing on my mind is getting really excited when I was being horny. But after im done being horny I just only think about killing that guy what he did to damage her life. I try my best to change like not watching porn and not downloading fantasy rape movies. But that hasn't worked. There was a point I watch the hills have eyes and there was a rape scene I cryed so much and kicked and screamed I stoped watching. Thats when I wasn't horny. I couldn't tell people about this stuff cause people won't understand. Too tell you the truth I don't like rape, incest and other stuff cause If I saw some guy try to do that in person to someone I wouldn't think second thoughts and save her beat him up then bring her too the police station.

05-23-2007, 07:36 PM	#2
sindyloo Privileged Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Posts: 2,178 Reputation: 34844	Just always keep the two seperate and you will be okay! Fantasy is only in the mind and doesnt harm anyone else! Rape is very real and hurts the victim mentally and physically as well. And any of us would do the same if we saw it happen in real life we would help in some way! And some of us feel as you do! we feel ashamed later after our fantasy needs are fulfilled and that is normal okay!?? Dont keep that crap bottled up but release it in private so you dont lose it in public later! __________________ Tommy Loy, the cabin boy, The dirty little nipper, He filled his ass With broken glass And cirumcized the skipper!

05-23-2007, 10:34 PM	#4
Khaibit Member Join Date: Apr 2007 Posts: 85 Reputation: 72	You aren't the only one. I am often horrified by rape scenes in movies or books because the author presents it as a horrible thing and it is. However there is always the small animal part of me that enjoys it even as my more rational brain hates it. Humans are complex creatures and our little minds are partitioned in such ways that we can't always be in complete agreement even with ourselves. Just remember that while the id may affect your emotions and desires, your rational brain is the one that makes the important choices so that's more important aspect of you. Having the fantasies does not make you a bad person as long as you have the conscience not to act upon them. EDIT: sorry Sindy, this was basically what you said in your post but I thought I'd reinforce it. __________________ Lead astray the gazes, the razors on your seducing skin In the meadow of sinful thoughts, every flower is a perfect one Last edited by Khaibit; 05-23-2007 at 10:36 PM.

05-24-2007, 03:43 AM	#5
ego the obscure Join Date: Nov 2006 Posts: 3,457 Reputation: 14892	hehehehe! Welcome in the club Keith...... __________________ ..lure them all into the abyss!

05-29-2007, 01:00 AM	#6
Jezebel Melana's Pudding Cup Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Neutral Milk Hotel Posts: 319 Reputation: 286	It's true...I can watch or see horrible things that make me physicaly ill with emotion, but later when I'll think of it, it makes me sexually aroused, and I have no idea why. You can't let yourself feel guilty for your feelings, especially from scenes in movies as they aren't real anyway. Don't doubt that we would all of us react in the same way as you if we were in a real life rape situation. Just remember it's all a fantasy! __________________ lay your belly under mine you're naked under me, under me such a filthy dimming shine the way you kick and scream, kick and scream

05-23-2007, 09:41 PM	#3
horndogkeith Guest Posts: n/a	Well alot of times I can't watch them cause I would be hurt and start to cry but there is another part of me wants to watch it. I feel like im the only one feels like that here:\. Maybe it's because I use my feelings before being horny... Still seeing that women in pain or something even if it's a actress in back of her mind is saying "why am I doing this" Well thats how I feel anyway.

05-29-2007, 02:10 AM	#7
Darkman its all give and take Join Date: Nov 2005 Location: Manchester UK Posts: 688 Reputation: 179	actually i felt a bit guilty too recently when i watched 8mm the other day, it sort of repulsed me to the whole rape thing, but then again the next day i was right as rain back to my sick old self! haha! __________________ just do it