Dark Discovery

[pussytaker]

Discovering the Depth of My Depravity

I am quite a strange duck, my fellow rapeboard members. I am a man, yet have no inclination to fuck the opposite sex. I must be a sad sack of shit loser, right? Well everybody is entitled to their opinion. I glory in my so called “loser” status. I am not gay – I have no inclination to fuck my own sex either. So what is left if I do not want pussy, and I do not want cock? Animals? Dead people? Nope and Nope. I am one of the rarest of the rare breeds – I am an ANTI-sexual. I choose not to engage in carnal pursuits for moral and religious reasons. And my own unique perspective – some of the most life altering, destroying, and disgusting diseases – A – have no cure – and B – are spread through sexual contact or intercourse of some kind. Exhibit 1- Herpes. Can be spread through KISSING!!! Has no cure. Needless to say, once I discovered this, I mightily embarked and strove to die unkissed. Not only that but unfucked, untouched! I value my purity – as in, PHYSICAL purity. My mind is a filthy, rotten, leaking sieve, through which gallons of unidentifiable filth flow. I am not apologizing for it. I do not repress it. But I HAVE CONTROL – I DO NOT ACT ON IT EITHER.

I was not a very appealing person growing up. I was a nerd even nerd cliques would not have. I grew quickly into my loner image. Or maybe it was my destiny. You see, long before I fooled around with a girl in real life, before I even had the chance to try, I had an internet connection, and all the free porn my eyes could devour and my mind could handle. It became clear to me that dating, relationships, and the real life baggage and baloney real men must put up with with real women for real pussy could not hold a candle to the shameless wanton sluts that would spread their legs in front of a camera with the whole world as their potential audience – sure they got paid, but the thrill for this audience member in particular was overwhelming. And the internet, unlike real women, was endless. I spent my late teens and early twenties discovering fetish after fetish, identifying those I liked, recoiling in horror from ones I did not, and all the while masturbating furiously. Not once did I stop to seek out real pussy – all the pussy my desires could handle was on the net. Pictures, videos, could be saved and enjoyed anytime of the night and day – and as a loser that did not drive, did not work, and did not actually in reality fuck, I had PLENTY of time on my hands to keep them busy with my cock. Overtime I saw women for what they really are – time for the horror ladies – all women are to me now, all they will EVER be to me, at least in this lifetime, are ENTERTAINMENT. They are sex objects, yes – I have objectified them so much that they are good for nothing else but to vent my furious lust upon – but never on a real woman who could give me aids and take everything I ever had – if I had anything – which I do not. It is such a point, it has gone on so long that whenever I see a real woman, on tv or in person, that the FIRST thing I think about is – How many cocks has she sucked? Has she ever licked cunt? Has she ever done anal, or pegged her husband, or gave her ten year old son a handjob? Has she ever orgasmed watching her daughter fuck her boyfriend? Has she ever let the dog lick her? Has she ever been raped? And on, and on. I hardly think about what regular red blooded horny men think about – Wow she has a great body. I like her eyes, or her mind, or even she has got a great rack. Bodies and racks and tits and ass and tricks are a dime a dozen – I mean – just google what you want to jerk off too, and you WILL find it. Laugh, be horrified, whatever. I do not care. This is my story, and in my shoes, behind MY eyes, I am the FURTHEST thing from a loser. I do not have kids I cannot support, exes that want to shoot me, or a single crab, itch, or odd colored discharge in my entire life. To me, that is more valuable than any hundreds, thousands, hell, saw the bed in half with them – every notch denoting a real score is a REAL chance to DIE ten years later. Come on guys, do you actually believe what the girl says? She has probably fucked 50 guys before you, and will fuck 100 more (for a start) later. If you believe the bitch for a moment your death is deserved - you are to ignorant and fuck mad to live. When I get horny, I do not even THINK about fucking a real bitch, I dial up a story, a picture gallery, a video, and my hands get busy. I am an EXPERT in pleasing myself. Though my output is meager compared to most satyrs – I only come twice in a day on a blue moon – I am thoroughly sexually satisfied. I sleep alone in my bed. I do not have to wear plastic shit in my mouth to keep me from snoring so the bitch next to me can sleep – I can turn the bitches on and off whenever I like, Pink has a song - it is just you an ur hand tonight – and I respond with another song – SO WHAT? I PREFER MY HAND YOU DISEASED WHORE!!! My hand is ENOUGH. I do not know the joys of pussy muscles tightening around my cock, or the breath of a girl blowing on my cockhead – but I do not now, nor probably will ever CARE. I am just fine without real pussy, real tits, real bodies. No I am not gay. I AM ANTISEXUAL.

Anyway, one of the fetishes I discovered was you got it peeps – RAPE. It is so vile, so perverse, so hated. But as you can see women are nothing but sex objects to me. I would never do it in real life – but the fantasy of taking a bitch, ripping her clothes off, and thrusting your cock up her ass without lube or so much as a by your leave makes me squirt cum like I have a harem of ten supermodels working me up. I will not apologize for it. I now am a bonafide real in reality female woman girl HATER. They are nothing but cheap sluts, selling their charms for a few bucks, but forever losing dignity, respect, and worth. SO WHY SHOUDN'T THEY BE RAPED? They deserve it – and you know those cum hungry sluts don't really know how to say no properly! Even if the mean it it does not matter. Rape them. Rape them hard. Every bitch needs a good forced fucking at least once in her life, to know she really does not have all the control she thinks. Her reality and perceived invincibility needs to be shattered. Hell, if more bitches were raped more often, there would be LESS bitches!!!

Sorry, had to get that out of my system. I love fantasy. Yet – do I condone real rape? Well, not exactly – BUT – I do not care about rapes happening in real life. Without the real event their would be no basis for the fantasy to stand on, and thus there would be more rapists – even though the event does not exist – oh dear I have talked myself into a paradox. If the event as it is known did not exist, and then was committed – would it be made immediately illegal? Or just considered a necessary evil, a tool for information extraction, a weapon of war, a new way to defeat your enemy through supreme humiliation. Or – would extreme sex become like extreme sports? Dangerous, life threatening, but with huge payoffs, and even TOLERATED by society and the police? Who can say for sure? So I guess the answer is, yes. I am so far gone, such an alien compared to the rest of society and the world, the fantasy turns me on and makes me come so goddamn much I am GRATEFUL for the real event, so I do not have to go to the trouble of doing it myself. Yes yes – these are all actors and everyone is over 18 – but guess what? It is still violent. Brutal. Even falsified portrayals, spin my brain into an orgasmic frenzy. Women? Spiteful bitches. Who needs WOMEN? Who needs them when you have functioning hands, brain, and cock? I sure don't.

There – my confession. Sick and twisted, my coming of age, my journey down the dark path of rape preference. Of all my fetishes – rape is at the top. Lesbians, and hentai are close too – and rape can be in all of them!! MIND BLOWING!!!

Not that I would ever rape myself – that is what the net is for. Hell there are SNUFF stories you can look up, if you really want to feel what it would be like to MURDER a bitch. You do NOT ever have to do it for REAL. What this sick world needs is some self control.
I have it. Too many others don't

Is this disrespectful to rape victims? So what? Do you think I actually care about some strange bitch's destroyed life? They are just tits, cunts, holes, flesh for whips, wrists for handcuffs, mouths for gags. Holes for fucking, as a hentai doujinshi I love famously said.

I am ruined for real women, real relationships, any trace of real physical female love. It will not happen to me. I will die a virgin, with not even a first kiss on my lips. And deep in the cold earth – I will smile.

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[Songbird]

You sure post some awfully long posts.