What got you started?

[menace]

Ah yes, those uneasy yet exciting knots in the stomach... combination of guilt and hornyness...

But I only felt it once... never again

[toro66]

Originally Posted by Grm

How did you guys get into rape fantasy?
grm

When I was a boy my older sister had a friend of her's sleep over on a summer day. The next morning, it was just the two girls and me after my parents went off to work. I remember getting up and walking to the kitchen in my tighty whities like I always did back then. They were both in the living room watching TV so I joined them. I clearly remember them both wearing their sleep shirts and panties. At some point I was standing there talking to Karen when my sister snuck up behind me and pulled my briefs down exposing my penis to her.

I was caught totally by surprise as they both laughed at me. I tried to pull them back up but when I did my sis pulled them back down again. I fell down onto the floor as they both started wrestling me and her friend finally got my underwear all the way off while my sis kinda pinned me down. I remember Karen holding them up then saying "look at his little thing". While I lay there with my sis kinda on top of me she dared her to touch it. Karen dared her back. At some point Karen poked my penis and laughed. She kept flicking it with their finger until I popped a boner. At that point she said something like "haha - look at it".

At some point my sister decided to sit down right on top of my head and face. I couldn't see anything or hear much with her there. After a little bit I felt bare flesh on me as I figured out Karen must have taken her panties off then sat on my penis. I couldn't see her but I could feel her lifting herself up a little the sliding back and forth over it. After a while they both let me up and I ran off into my room.

I didn't really know what was happening back then but I guess Karen rubbed herself off on me. I know I was embarrassed but I actually liked what they were doing. The thing that bothered me the most was I couldn't see anything Karen did since my sis was on me blocking my view. When I was old enough to have orgasms and such I masturbated many times to that day, wishing I'd have stuck my penis in her instead of just having her rub me. She still came over now and then until my sis went off to college - I always hoped she'd do it again but she never did.

[UpNorth]

I dont know really just would love to shag a woman and she fighting back

[gal4]

You know, I am barely over five feet, and you guys are bigger, stronger than me. So, yeah, I will fight, but I ususally have to have something like a hammer, chisel, or knife.

Oh, yeah, you will win, but not until I have had my pound of flesh.

[MKP4]

We lose a pound and gain .. hmm .. five feet .. thinking .. we net like 99. Sounds like a fair trade (I mean for us).

[MKP4]

Don't know how I got started exactly. Just always been like that. I don't fantasize about raping a woman. But I fantasize about a rape happening (from the third person).

So hot to watch a woman struggle.

even when i was about 10, seeing a picture of bondage-duct tape, rope, everything- turned me on.
imagining someone raping me and me struggling was what made me start exploring myself at such a young age!!LOL
*bad to hear that about a 10 year old, right??lol*

The internet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Such a evil tool but like a drug i love you!!!!!!!.


But seriously it was the internet, started using it to look into other aspects of sex for gratification and exploration and found rape fantasy, bdsm and control the biggest turn on for me.

[BoredMom]

The internet wasn't even thought of when my fantasies started. Guess that really shows my age huh?

But, my first thoughts came about due to a magazine I found at my house. It was one of those true detective magazines. I was thumbing through it and found a story of a woman who was kidnapped by several guys and abused. She was allowed to get away only to be recaptured again and again. Just something about it got me going and I have yet to back off the fantasies.

[Throatdagger]

BoredMom, you are still just a babe. I started with the Sears & Roebuck catalogue. I didn't graduate to the detective magazines till college.

[Ecko]

i born with it

[boldin18]

Yeah I would have to say after watching some movies got me intrested in this subject cant remember which ones exactly it was a while ago.

[Sodoman]

Mine started in the early-mid-late 80's due to watching several movies with rape scenes: The Evil Dead, The Beast Within, Cartel, Once upon a time in America, The Accussed, Lipstick, and I'm sure there are others that I just can't remember seeing. Since then I've been a big fan of fantasy rape and light bondage.

[Sodoman]

Originally Posted by toromieda

I don't really care if you believe this or not.

But here goes. I used to help daddy put up fences around the ranch.

Was about 13 or so at that time.

And I wore pulll over shirt, no bra, cloth shorts, no panties,
and I was stringing along some rope from pole to pole and straddled
the rope between my legs, now, some of the workers helping my daddy
accidentally pulled on the rope, the rope became taut and pulled right
in between my pussy lips.

Well, it felt different, I sort of liked the sensation.

So, what I would do, was to take some rope and work it between
my lips and and move it back and forth. The rougher the rope,
the better I felt. As a matter of fact, I tied a crotch rope
around my waist and crotch and wore it under my full school
uniform. Damn, it was such a turn on.

Needless to say, it was no great leap from there to an interest
in bondage. Being masochistic as I was, would spend hours
daydreaming about being kidnapped, stripped, bound and gagged,
and taken.

Well, I am damn good gymnast, and so, my folks sent me off
one summer to gym camp and I met this gal.

Dark haired, pale white skin, very aristocratic looking, pretty,
and great personality. I geuss she saw the submissive side
of my nature. Well, one night, during the weekend, she got
me drunk and took me. She tied me up and I stayed tied the
whole weekend, she made me eat her, and lick and tongue her
body.

She poured candle wax all over me, hit my face, broke my lips.

Gagged me with her dirty panties, not one but three of them
forced into my mouth and electrical taped into place.

Kept like that for a while, thrown on the sofa, and she would
sit right on my stomach. Yeah, got whipped, and beaten.
Not to mentioned dildo fucked vaginally and anally.

We stayed in camp for three more weeks, and I was her pussy slave.
I did not mind, I considered myself very fortunate to be her
slave, hey, it was all I wanted.

My whole existence was to serve her. And that gave me great joy.

I guess people not having the inclination, or the desire to live
this kind of life would think it odd. But I tell you this, I loved her.
I would have laid my life down for her. I would have.

Not soon after we departed, never saw her anymore, we gave
each other mailing address, promised to write, but you know
how all that goes. Well, my oldes sister came back and she
began the same old ritual abuse of me. But this time she was
surprised. She notice the matruity of the way I would handle
my abuse. Yeah, she loved me, she hugged me, she kissed me
and said I was a good little kitten. She looked me in the eye
and said that I had been broken and trained.

I didn't smile, no facial expressions. Anything like that in front
of your mistress would have resulted in a quick hard slap to your
face. So I knelt down, grabbed and caressed her legs.
She bent down and kissed my forehead. And there I was, yes.
Me and my sister were as perfect as slave and mistress.

And I loved her. Would die for her. Yes, Yes, Yes.

If you can't keep it in your pants, then keep it in the family!
WoW that was over the top!!!

[toromieda]

Glad you liked it, sweet daddy, haven't seen my older sister in a while though.

But, heh, heh, heh, still taking care of one of her daughter, my niece, and yeah,
we are still keeping it in the family.

Would like to post her pix, but don't have her permission, but I do have access to everything else. And she is so accessible, especially tied down like she is, yeah. See ya.

Me,

I remember when i was about 10 years old, my dad owned a mini-supermarket, thought i was young i would get movies from my dads shop that were R-18 only, not the top shelf stuff obviously i would not get away with it, but i would get 18+ horrors or action movies, i got one thought that was what i thought was a action movie but had some chessy soft porn aspect to it, anyway one of the action girls gets caught by the bad guys, i remember she is taken to some type of dark warehouse, she was wearing blue jeans and the guy cuts and rips them off with his knife and fucks her bent over something against her will, it was a 80's or early 90's film and fucked if i can remember what it was called.

But that to be honest was my first taste of non-consent media and i have been hooked since.

[Rheostatic]

Originally Posted by clan_hunter

that to be honest was my first taste of non-consent media and i have been hooked since.

Similar experience for myself...



I'm a huge horror film fan, particularly of the 80's slasher genre, and have been since I was very young. I taped the movie "The Howling" off of TV during a halloween marathon. About a reporter who stumbles upon a werewolf colony in the woods. At the beginning, she meets a contact at a porn shop, and is lead into a film booth where they talk. The movie being played was of a woman being raped by 2 men. Very hot girl, what you saw of her, and incredibly exciting.

This was my first taste, and I was obsessed with this scene. My first experience with video editing. Played the short scene in slow motion and looped it so I could "thoroughly" enjoy it. Would love to find a complete copy of the skin flick, but wouldn't know where to start.

[kodavictimm]

For me it was a bit different. I can't really recall the first time I saw a rape vid. I do remember being aroused at what you would call damsel in distress situations on cop shows and in movies. That spurred my interest because I already knew that I really got turned on by girls feet. Later as I learned the 'ins and outs' of sex I began to become increasingly aroused at the thought of not only ravishing their feet when they were helpless but satisfying myself on their pussys and breasts and mouths, well you all know the drill. Feet were still a driving force and now I had a way to get there without being rebuffed or made fun of.

Probably the first time I can recall seeing the old DID on TV was in the late sixties on Hawaii Five O. Might have before, but that is when it really sunk in.

[MKP4]

Originally Posted by Rheostatic

Similar experience for myself...

That scene's tres hot. Gotta look into that, but probably impossible to find.

I actually can't remember my very, very first experience but I've been interested in it for as long as I can remember) even before 8 or 9. I DO recall once finding a stash of my uncle's 18+ comic books (not actually porn but close). I was probably only 5 or 6. There was a really sexy heroine tied to a stake in the ground. She was struggling as her attackers leered at her. I don't recall what happened in the comic (don't recall any sex). And even though I didn't know what sex was at the time, I'm sure it influenced me profoundly.

MKP4

[MKP4]

Originally Posted by MKP4

That scene's tres hot. Gotta look into that, but probably impossible to find.
MKP4

Okay - maybe not impossible:

http://www.horrorseek.com/horror/realm/howling1.htm

"The UK special edition DVD is uncut, however the BBFC did trim a section of the behind the scenes documentary showing the uncut raw footage of the staged "rape scene" they shot for the film playing in the background of the porno theatre during the intro. They said the scene was fine in the context of the film, but the footage as shown on its own in the documentary contravened their classification guidelines on sexual violence. The documentary is uncut in the US release."