1. Your gender and age?
female,24
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
straight
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
victim
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
child
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
no idea
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
maybe, i have a crazy feeling when i see one of my uncles, but i dont have any memory
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
i guess no
8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
wow....daily
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
well, not in public
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
uhh
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
faster and better
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
rape and clinic. but never consensual
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
stranger
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
both
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
always involved
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
absolutely
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
absolutely
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
doctors office, garage, cabin, cellar
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
a doctor or someone in a uniform, or just a well-muscled man
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
a mix
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
the pain and the creativity to use and misuse all holes
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
sure
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
yes
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
yes
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
not that important
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
not so important
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
100% <3
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
for suuure!
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
yep
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
no
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
well, as long as he has two fists....
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
15-20 minutes
33. How do you feel after such a "session"
guilty
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
yes
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
no
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
no
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
noooo
i WISH there was a possibility like that
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
me, yes
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
no.
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
Well, like i said i like the clinic atmosphere too. some crazy experiments going along with the rape. a crazy kind of painful break between the fisting and fucking <3