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Join Date: Mar 2007
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1. Your gender and age?
Male 47
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Bisexual
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
Both. Including both within the same scenario. e.g. raping someone, their friends save them and then gang rape me. Or I am raped and then overpower my rapist and revenge fuck them.
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
Mid teens.
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
A sketch of a girl tied up (in a 'Famous Five' novel!)
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
No.
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
No, not by any sensible definition of rape.
(however, if you include the sexist definition of rape involving if a person is drunk (but only if they are a woman!), then yes I have committed hundreds of rapes. Likewise I have been drunk and had sex with sober women, which also means I am the victim of multiple rapes... but of course it doesn't count if you are a man!)
8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Several times a day
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Usually, if I have privacy. Generally not otherwise!
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Usually.
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Yes.
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
Both.
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Both.
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
Both
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
Almost always being involved.
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Absolutely.
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Absolutely.
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
Anywhere and everywhere.
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
Me. I rarely fantasise about my being a different character but instead just transplanted into the situation.
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
No typical scenario. Variety is the spice of rape!
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
All equally important.
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
Not particularly.
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
Not particularly.
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
Extremely important.
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Extremely important.
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
Yes. Always *in* her body. Rarely in her mouth. Usually in her cunt or arsehole. Never *on* her body (e.g. face, arse, groin, tits)
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Almost always.
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Rarely. To much chance of getting bitten.
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Almost always.
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
rarely.
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Unimportant.
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
Several hours.
33. How do you feel after such a "session"
Satiated.
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
No.
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Yes.
My best friend.
** My best friends wife.
** My Wife.
** A hooker I see.
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
My best friends wife.
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
Yes. See Q35, where marked with **
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
Sometimes the victim.
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
No.
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
1. Extreme terror causing the victim to piss and shit in their panties. Fucking them in that dirty condition. Likewise, as victim, shitting my pants when I realise I am to be sodomised.
2. Victim permanently incontinent after rape, soiling themselves when ever startled.
3. Being raped by a woman, forced facesitting including pissing and shitting on my face, forced anal by strapon, plus mockery for becoming erect whilst being sodomised and for cumming during reacharound during sodomy.
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