I didn't know at the time she was crying silently the sex was always with her bent over so i couldn't see her face. It wasn't until it had been going on for months that i found out she was crying. I thought that she was just making me happy. She said she was trying to make me happy. She even told me after i found out that she still wanted me to take her like that. To her its the only way a guy enjoys it. She's been raped and molested most of her child hood and teenage years. I tried to teach her there are other was to enjoy sex but none of its made any difference. I haven't ever forced myself on her she's always consented but doesn't I know she doesn't want to. I realize she needs help but its hard to afford that kind of help. I guess my other questions is should I stop having all sex with or just continue using her when she lets me.
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