1. Your gender and age?
Female 42
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Straight with a bit of bi
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
Victim
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
16
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
No idea
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
No
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
Sadly I haven't been raped ever
8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Daily
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Yes
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Yes
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Pretty much the only way I can get off
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
Rape only for the last 4-5 years
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Stranger
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
80% single
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
I am being raped
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Absolutely
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Absolutely
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
I am abducted after being stalked. Then taken somewhere, bound and used for an extended period.
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
Very sadistic guys
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
Brutal
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
Painful sex primarily, humiliation is secondary
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
Yes
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
Usually
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
Not overly
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Very
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
In my pussy
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Always
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Always
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Always
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
No. But if it happens it is punished.
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Not very because other objects can be used.
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
20-30 minutes
33. How do you feel after such a "session"
Frustrated it has never happened.
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
None
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
My sister and aunt
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
No
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
Yes but the rp was always disappointing as it lacked the realism and no limits nature of the real thing.
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
Always
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
No
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.