1. Your gender and age? Female, 23
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual? Bisexual
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim? victim
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies? Oh geez.....as soon as I started puberty, really. Bondage, I've loved since I was a kid. But when I found out the sexual aspect of rape fantasies....oh yes.
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
I think it was a rape scene in a movie. Feeling very uncomfortable with my family in the room and not understanding why I liked it so much.
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child? no
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life? yes, raped by 2 different guys when I was in high school.
8. How often do you fantasize about rape? Almost daily, depends on my mood, really!
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize? YES.
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies? always.
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
absolutely.
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fantasies?
rape and bondage, mainly.
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Stranger rape
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape? Usually one on one, every now and then gang.
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch? always the victim.
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Absolutely important. I want them to love hurting me.
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
very important.
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
bedroom, outdoors (alley, park), attackers' home/"dungeon".
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
Taller, solid build, tattoos are a nice touch! Usually white guys.
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)? BRUTAL.
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
rough sex.
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
YES.
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim? by me, yes.
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
yes.
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
I like them calling me a slut
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up? Yes- sometimes he wears a condom, other times he squirts on my face/hair or chest. or makes me swallow. variety, people!! lol
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Usually!
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Usually!
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
always
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm? sometimes
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies? big enough to do damage, size doesn't matter much to me!
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last? I can go for hours if I want. orgasm after orgasm, they just keep coming for me.
33. How do you feel after such a "session" exhausted and content
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies? HELL NO!
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy? yes, my husband! Not his thing but he knows what I do online and is fine with it lol.
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies? not that I know of! lol
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life? yep
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up? yes
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)? no....well, sometimes the members of German metal band Rammstein....some of their music videos have that "tone" to them that turns me ON. All 6 guys are sexy as fuck, so it's nice to imagine them taking turns with me
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
Not that I can think of!
