[Tanya]

Originally Posted by Aurora

I have had an experience like that when I was about 7 years old.
I do remember it well, me and a couple of friends from the neighbourhood where going by the houses pretending to be selling t'v-guides, I went to a neighbour an olderly guy, around 60.
He invited me in with a cookie, and inside he turned on the tv and with it a porn movie.
note that i was only 7 and had no idea what was really happening, the guy then started to stroke his crouch as he watched me looking at the tv.
About the time i finished my cookie i told him I had to go home and he let me go.
It was years later when I completly understood what had happened there.
But I always kinda ignored it happened, till I talked about it to a friend of mine, after that I went to a therapist about it for a while just to talk about it, get it of my chest.
Just basicly learning to talk about it is the hard part, after that you begin to give it a place in your mind.
Even though nothing really happened this guys still makes me sick to my stumach.

Sexual abuse doesnt have to include touching ((HUGS)) im sorry that happeend to u