to clarify: yes I just want to know what I did wrong and what I did right. that's part of it. the other part is that without some discussion it takes the humanity out of it. I feel like i just roleplayed into the ether. I still enjoy myself, but i get ditched mid roleplay 3/5 of the time i even get a roleplay, and i get someone to roleplay maybe 1 in 30 times i try. so after all that striving, i get maybe one to two good roleplays a night. I want them to mean something or the effort starts to feel useless to me.
and yes, I am the rapist in my roleplays.
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