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Old 11-01-2013, 07:42 PM   #76
Vigil
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1. Your gender and age?
Male, 25
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Straight
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
Rapist
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
15-16
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
Apart from a bad rekationship with my mother? No
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
No
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
No
8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
At least a few times a day
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Mostly
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?Usually. I sometimes also play rape-related games
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Yes
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
Vanilla also happens
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
I usually imagine myself as a fictive person who overpowers and abuses another fictive person, both usually of my own creation
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
Fairly often, yes
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
I need to imagine myself as the perpetrator, or at least one of them.
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy?
Very important
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy?
Also very important
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies?
A dark, secluded corner of an easily accessible area, fx an empty classroom. That, or the home of either the victim or the violator
19. What's your favorite type of rapist or victim?
I like my rapists to be men of some strength and attractiveness, typically someone trusted by the victim. Among others, superheroes with who have had a change of heart make for good rapists. The victims gravitate towards extremes; innocent virgins who may not even be sure exactly what sex is to women who use sex as a means to control other men. Superheroines also make fine victims
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" or more brutal?
Whilst there sometimes is a little violence, my fantasies tend greatly to the soft end
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
Humiliation and degradation, and usually also a twisted form of 'rehabilitation', where the victim comes to 'learn her place in the world', and eventually accept it
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc?
Yes, and it usually continues during the rape
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
Oddly, no
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc?
Yes, as it shows how powerless she is to stop what's happening to her
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words?
A little, although it is usually simply due to the rapists considering all women to be whores, there for the taking of men strong enough to break them
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
Yes, usually in any of the three, classical holes
27. Do your scenes include anal rape?
Fairly often
28. Do your scenes include oral rape?
Rarely, they are often coerced, but rarely, physically forced
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape?
Always
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Very rarely during her first 'session' but, if the fantasy is appealing enough, she always does later
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
It must be big enough to both hurt and please her, but nothing more specific
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
Anywhere from five to thirty minutes, usually fifteen
33. How do you feel after such a "session"?
Sometimes relieved, at other times frustrated
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
All too often
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Yes, my girlfriend and a few of my friends among others
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
Both my girlfriend and my ex-
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
In both my current and my previous relationship it has been rare for us not to
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
Occasionally
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies?
Occasionally an actress, usually starring as a part she's played
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
The 'rehabilitation' is very important for me. Although the girls may suffer, and they do, at first, I find it important that they later 'come to terms' with their lot in life and, eventually, find it far more satisfying than they did their previous lives. It is rare for a fantasy to end after just one rape

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