Hi everyone, I'm new here
I've always had fantasies of rape when I was young, even before I really knew what sex was in the first place. While I'm really glad to have found a website that kinda shares my Sorta fucked up fantasy, I can't help but feel real guilty about it.
I know there have been some threads on this already, but is it really okay to perpetuate this kind of fantasy? It is my favourite by far, but all this stuff like porn (that which is also my guilty pleasure) that replicates these images where women are being hurt might be damaging to the idea of rape (or how I see it, in some ways belittling actual rape) regardless if it is acted out or not.
I don't mean to disparage anyone here that like their roleplay or discussion of their fantasies, I actually think the community here is very sincere especially towards victims of actual rape, and that's the reason why I want to ask if anyone else beat themselves up about their thoughts? I'm just think I'm a massive sicko sometimes for liking the things that I do
but I'm happy at least to find people who think the same way
