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Old 02-11-2016, 02:35 PM   #100
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Your gender and age?
Female, now 27
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Straight
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
Victim
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
Really young, but probably around puberty for rape specifically
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
Watching the bad guys kidnap girls evolved until I read my first bodice ripper at around age 12 or so
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
No
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
Sort of, but is it really rape if you liked it?
8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Often
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Not always. Sometimes I just kind of day dream when in certain situations, like walking alone at night
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Usually after
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Yes, I'm usually more wet
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies? Some vanilla, some BDSM, mostly rape
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know? Both. I fantasize about tall strangers in a bar or in the street as well as ex boyfriends taking vengeance on me
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gang rape?
Sometimes, but usually is just one on one
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch? Always
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) very
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) somewhat
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.) bedroom, outdoors, or at the perp's place
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)? Usually the kind of asshole that takes what he wants and doesn't care
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)? Both
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degradation? The sex
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc Yes, a lot of the time it does. I get most wet with a struggle
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim? Yes
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc mostly yes
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ? Sometimes
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up? Not necessarily
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) occasionally
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) rarely
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) always
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm? Mostly, usually against her will- body betrays her
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Somewhat important
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
Depends
33. How do you feel after such a "session"
Good
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
Very rarely
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Just ex boyfriends
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
No
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
Yes
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
Yes, sometimes
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)? Sometimes
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
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