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Old 08-09-2015, 05:48 AM   #94
Scrooge
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1. Your gender and age?
Male, 45

2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Straight

3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
rapist

4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
with pubverty, maybe 13 years

5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
as far as i remember, i had no external starter. It came from within my mind.

6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
not that i remember. Though during a psychological treatment years ago we came up with several issues that indeed point towards abuse during childhood. But still no conrete memory, so its just hypothetical,

7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
"raped" = penetration? no. But i once crossed the line to abuse a girls. I was about 16/17, maybe 18 years old when I, during a summer camp, abused a drunk/sleeping girl. A really dark incident in my life.

8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
daily

9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
often, but not always

10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
often, but not always

11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
yes

12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
95% about rape

13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
I'd say this is 50:50

14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
one on one, always

15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
90% rapist, 10% victim, never observer

16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
not so important

17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
absolutely important

18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
most common? bedroom or a special (imaginary) holding cell in the basement of my house.
But I enjoy all other settings too.


19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
absolutely important
victim=schoolgirl

20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
more brutal

21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
humiliation and degredation for sure

22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
absolutely yes

23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
absolutely yes

24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
absolutely yes

25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
no

26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
yes, inside vagina

27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Never

28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Occasionally

29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Always

30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Never

31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Not important

32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
20-30min

33. How do you feel after such a "session"
relaxed

34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
Often

35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Yes, my wife

36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
No

37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
Sadly, no

38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
Often

39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
No

40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
Key element is the victims helplessness (after resistance phase). This could be due to being tied up firmly or being blackmailed or being beaten until resistance is broken, or whatever.
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