[Unblinking Eye]

1. Your gender and age? Male, 32
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual? Asexual. Seriously, sex actually disgusts me. But fantasizing about inflicting pain on a woman does turn me on and rape is a great way to do that
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim? Rapist
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies? Around age 20
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...) Had a consensual encounter with a female friend that didn't go very far, started fantasizing about what it might have been like to force her to go further.
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child? No
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life? No
8. How often do you fantasize about rape? Maybe once a week or so
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize? Yes
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies? No and sometimes, respectively
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating? Yes
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies? Not always about rape, some involve some very extreme BDSM
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know? Stranger rape more often
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape? One-on-one only; I'm not interested in having anyone else around
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch? Not interested in just watching
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) Absolutely important, since I'm the rapist, after all
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) Absolutely essential, it's the basis of what I get off on. As noted, I'm asexual, so the sex aspect of rape doesn't interest me too much. But rape is a great means of inflicting pain, which I definitely appreciate.
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.) A sort of fantasy "rape dungeon" in my basement, usually. Second place is probably the victim's house.
19 What's your favorite type of victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)? Virgin and younger women, preferably late teens or early 20s
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)? Brutal. The victim in my fantasies will frequently be hit, slapped, punched, choked, receive electric shocks, etc.
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation? Humiliation, degradation and infliction of pain
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc Sort of. My fantasies generally involve a short overpowering sequence, but using enough force that the victim would be overpowered quickly (hard punches, stun guns, etc)
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim? Not usually because, as noted above, my fantasies typically involve using enough force right away that the victim can't put up too much other resistance before being restrained
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc Absolutely, that's the best part! Screaming through a gag, crying, that pleading look in her eyes...beautiful.
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ? No. Most of the time in my fantasies, I'm either silent or giving her a very cool, calm, methodical, highly-detailed explanation of what I intend to do to her.
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up? Yes, usually in her pussy. That's where it's supposed to go, after all.
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Sometimes
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Very rarely and only in "dungeon" fantasies where she's very carefully restrained and I'm using my cock as a tool to choke her
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Pretty much always.
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm? Nope. It's a rape, not a date. If she's cumming, it means that I'm not hurting her enough.
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies? Not really important
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last? Depends, but usually 5 - 10 minutes. Unless I'm writing it down; those can last quite awhile.
33. How do you feel after such a "session" I usually fall asleep pretty quickly afterwards, so can't really say. Sometimes I'm struck by how funny it is that an asexual would be so aroused by sexual torture and I laugh a little.
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies? Nope. It's a fantasy and I'm not actually hurting anyone, so what's the harm?
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy? Nope.
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies? Back when I used to date, I had a girlfriend who admitted having occasional rape fantasies. She was never interested in exploring that, though
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life? Nope
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up? The victims in my fantasies are always tied up to some extent or another. I'm not interested in wasting a lot of time struggling with them when the quick application of a few cable ties can leave them bound and ready for the real fun.
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)? Nope. Largely because I'm totally out of touch with pop culture.
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly. Didn't see it mentioned, but I never fantasize about impregnating a victim. Pregnant women gross me out and even the idea of getting a woman pregnant is disgusting to me. In all of my fantasies, I've had a vasectomy...not that my victims know that, of course. Also, I never kill a victim in my fantasies; I'd rather she live and have to deal with the pain for the rest of her life. Of course, that's not to say I wouldn't make her think she was going to die (put an unloaded gun against her head and pull the trigger, hang her for a few seconds, run a dull prop knife across her throat, etc)