[Sheba]

1. Your gender and age?
Female, 26.
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Mainly straight.
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
Usually the victim, though once in a great while I'll desire to rape a dude. Or watch him be raped by someone else.
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
19. (Thank God for going off my antidepressants!
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
Book I read---some cheap Harlequin vampire trash called like, 'Beneath the Red Moon'.
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
No, thank god.
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
No, again, thank god.
8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
About twice a week.
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Always.
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Yup.
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Usually.
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
A stranger is easier.
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
One-on-One.
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
As I said before, sometimes I like to be involved, sometimes I just want to watch.
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
I don't know how 'important' it is; it's just a simple fact.
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
See above.
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
It really depends on specifically who's involved.
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
Rapist: soldier or other warrior. Victim: virginal schoolgirl or proud warrior.
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
Usually kind of softish (some hair-pulling and face-slapping but no punching or stabbing) but sometimes including choking, physically restraining the victim.
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
The idea that the rapist found the victim so utterly sexy, that he or she couldn't say no. The idea of not having to be the one to decide what my sex life is like. Utterly surrendering this one thing to someone elses' decision.
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
Nearly always does, though short.
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
Usually some thrashing or attempts to scream/roll over.
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
Not really.
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
No but it makes it hotter.
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
Yes; either in my pussy/stomach or if it's another man, in his ass or down his throat...
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Am I watching a dude get raped? Then always. If it's me: rarely.
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely,
Never)
Dude: Often. Me: Often.
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Me: Always.
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Occasionally.
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
It isn't.
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
Depends how horny I am and how long it's been, but usually between eight and thirty minutes.
33. How do you feel after such a "session"
Sleepy, satisfied; sometimes weirdly keyed-up like my whole body tingles and I'll shiver with 'aftershocks'...
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
God yes! Rape is a terrible thing in real life.
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Nope, and hopefully it stays that way.
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
Nope.
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
Nope.
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
Almost always.
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing a role in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
As rapist: frequently. As victim---yeah, sometimes.
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
I love love LOVE the idea of pregnancy-by-rape. Even Mpreg's been doing it for me lately!