Irreversible. That is etched in my mind forever.
Maybe that's why I fantasize of fucking a girl w/some of her clothes still on. Although my fantasies are generally quicker and not as drawn out, as I would think in real life, there wouldn't be THAT much time to rape her.
And when I was 12/13/14 yr old kid, I basically fantasized raping video game girls and superheroes. So like Wonder woman, supergirl, Claire Redfield, Jill Valentine, Lara Croft, and more. I used to fantasize about having superpowers that would allow me to rape her and render her useless. Like being invisible or being able to stop time. And my cum would have.....soul-stealing/killing properties and turn the victim into a lifeless doll. Sometimes I still do fantasize that. It's kinda fun and different than your average stick cock in mouth/pussy/ass and cum fantasy while beating her
