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Old 04-25-2013, 01:11 AM   #7
Darksyde
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1. Your gender and age? Male, 53
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual? Straight
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim? Rapist
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies? Around 11 or 12, I think
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...) No
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child? No
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life? No, not that I'd admit it if I had
8. How often do you fantasize about rape? Often. At least a couple of times a week. Some weeks it's daily.
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize? Frequently
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies? Yes
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating? Usually, but not always
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies? Sometimes they're vanilla. Usually, even when they're not about rape, they'll involve some other taboo.
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know? Stranger/aquaintance. I very very rarely fantasize about anyone I actually know.
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape? Probably 90% gang, 10% one-on-one
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch? I'm always an active participant
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) Absolutely important. Why would I fantasize about doing something I didn't enjoy?
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) Absolutely important that she suffers. However, the degree of suffering can vary from mild to severe.
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.) Bedrooms, cabins, abandoned trailers, vacant buildings, warehouses, etc. I just don't seem to gravitate towards outdoor settings for some reason.
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)? The type of rapists can vary as long as at least one is an average, middle-aged, white guy. In other words, me! Favorite victims tend to be schoolgirls, mother/daughter combos, hitch-hikers, random girls grabbed off the street, strippers/prostitutes who end up with the wrong customer, etc. Occasionally, office-worker types.
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)? Generally, soft. I'm not really into brutality except for maybe a brief slap to get her attention and show her we mean business.
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation? I'd have to say the sex, but the humilitation/degredation is still a strong component.
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc Most of my scenes involve some degree of physical force, but occasionally, I'll do a scene involving date-rape drugs/alcohol, where physical overpowering wouldn't be a factor.
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim? I'd say about half of my scenes involve physical resistance. The other half involve submissive victims who cry, whimper, and beg us not to rape her, cum in her, etc.
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc Yes. See answer above.
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ? I'm not sure I'd say it's important, but at least half of my scenarios include such degredation.
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up? Yes. Deep in her pussy, nearly always.
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Rarely.
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Often.
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Always!
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm? Never! She's not supposed to enjoy it.
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies? Not at all important.
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last? When I was younger, half an hour to an hour. Lately, more like 1 to 2 hours, sometimes longer. This primarily because I tend to concoct very elaborate stories in my head.
33. How do you feel after such a "session" Tired! LOL. Also, strangely relaxed. I find my sessions tend to relieve stress. Maybe that's why I do it so often?
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies? Occasionally, but not as often as I used to, now that I've come to better understand the psychology behind it all.
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy? Not anymore. My best friend and I shared these fantasies years ago, but he passed away in a stupid accident many years ago.
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies? Not at the moment, no.
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life? No
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up? Many times my victim is tied up or chained. Even more often though, since my fantasies usually involve gangrape, she's held down by multiple people.
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)? No. My co-rapists and victims are nearly always fictional characters of my own creation. For some reason, I have difficulty whenever I try to put a real person into the mix.
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly. Slutty attire is often involved, especially miniskirts/dresses and boots. I mentioned mother/daughter combos above. In addition to scenes where I/we rape both mom and daughter, I sometimes come up with variations where the mom sells/offers her daughter to pay a debt or satisfy a blackmailer, etc. Also, nearly all of my scenarios involve intentionally trying to impregnate the victim. I'm sure there are others too, but I can't think of anything else at the moment.
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