1. Your gender and age?
Male 42
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Straight
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
Rapist
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
About 10
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
A combination of books and dirty magazines.... Insecurity.... and any movie or story that delt with rape, or had a rape scene turned me on. My infatuation with women being raped had me getting upset when a scene had a girl being saved at the last second by the hero.
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
No
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
I won't bullshit you (so I hope you can appreciate an honest answer)..... I'm not always proud of my past, but I'm not shy.... and wandering hands have gotten me in a lot of trouble (I'm sure a few ladies felt in trouble too). Especially when I was young. Never wanted to hurt/embarrass anyone for real, but hindsight tells me I might have. That's all I'll say about that.
8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Daily
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
often
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Not if the kids are in the next room
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
They add an easy 3-4 feet to the projected distance of my shot!
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
Mostly about rape, but Vanilla adds a little flavor now and then
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Both.... usually girls I know, or saw in public
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
For years it was just me raping someone (I don't share well), but lately I've fantasized about tying up my partner consensually, and once she is confined and exposed, informing her I've brought some friends over
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
Mostly Rapist, although watching has crept in...
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Very....
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Not into the pain or beating thing..... but having someone who doesn't want it is important. She has to feel humiliated by the experience and beg and plead for me to stop
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
Bedroom and woods mostly.... my fantasies are about tying women up in compromising positions and having my way with them..... I fantasize about settings that allow her to be tied up in freaky positions
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
Confident women..... Housewives..... school girls with killer bodies....
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
Softer side..... blackmailed, unable to resist, tied up and stripped
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
Control and taking something I'm not supposed to have
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
Absolutely..... its a journey, not a destination!
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
Absolutely....
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
Yes.... but she has to be in fear and pleading no.... I've rope played with partners who take a defiant tone, and it does nothing for me.
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Its important that she knows she is all mine, and there is nothing she can do about it... Its more about control than degradation... I think for me, degradation is the icing on the cake
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
It usually ends up in a paper towel or klenex, but sometimes I over shoot, and it hits my chin or shoulder
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Not often but sometimes
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Not always....
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Often, but not always
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Forcing a chic to cum when she hates that I have total control of her..... fuckin right. I guess going back to the other question that is a form of degradation.
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Well.... I'd like to think its a decent size!
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
Varies.... 3 mins.... to 40 mins
33. How do you feel after such a "session"
dirty
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
No.
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Yes.... she tried sending me for counseling.
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
Yes.... but they may consider them nightmares as opposed to fantasies
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
Yes....
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
Fucking right I do.... can't say no with your ass stickin up in the air like that!
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
Sometimes...... If I've watched a hot video, I will replay it in my head sometimes.
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.