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Old 05-07-2013, 04:42 AM   #16
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1. Your gender and age?
Female 28
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Bisexual
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
Victim
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
Around age 5-ish
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
Being molested as a child
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
Many times
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
Many rapes, real and RP, though the RP were the only ones I enjoyed of course...
8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Damn near every day!
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Yse
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Yes
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Oh yes!
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
Allllways about some sort of brutal, forced, actions...
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Stranger, usually
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
Gang, the more the better!
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
I almost alllways want to be the victim, but I'll watch if she's a screamer
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Very
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Very, I want her pleading and weeping
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
Bed, always somwhere comfy for me
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
Rapist - Strong, but not too "big", decent to good looking, average to nice body, can really hold me down so I can fight...
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
Deff more on the brutal side, though I am NOT a fan of spitting, blood, beatings...
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
As long as she is sobbing, Im good!
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
Vital! Must be FORCED, and not by ties. It has to be a strong man holding her (me) down and TAKING what he wants...
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
Lots of sobbing and pleading is my fav. I love to hear them whimper and beg.
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
I think Ive pretty much covered the fact that what really gets me off is the begging and pleading, whimpering from fear and pain.
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Nope, dont care to hear much of anythin from the rapist unless he is barking orders to turn over or stop whining, or telling her shes going to love it, ect.
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
Not usually, Im usually done before I think of that, but if it were in RP with me, I would prefer deep inside, on the lower back, tits, or anywhere below the neck...
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
ALWAY if Im watching a film or dreaming about my own... but if in RP, only rarely does it ever really happen, and only with certain people.
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Nah, never really been into it.
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Alllllways
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Yep
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Needs to be painfully HUGE
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
15-90mins
33. How do you feel after such a "session"
Relaxed, hungry, tired
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
Not usually. Sometimes I wonder whats wrong with me, my knowing how horrible real rape can be, and wanting to feel a man TAKE me... Its quite confusing at times.
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
My bf, but he wont act it out with me. Sometimes I imagine being attacked in our home, and him being forced to watch men rape me. Sick, right?
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
I wish I did so we could act on it together!!!
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
Yes, LOVED it!!! Just wish I could get the gang rape thing going...
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
No, I want to feel a mans strength over me
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
Haha, Hanson. I want one in each hole!!! #1 fantasy of all time actually
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
Not really, just love when a girl begs and pleads and cries, fights until the end, even as hes making her cum. Her shame over it all is big for me.
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