i feel bad but me and my older brother have sex/make love sometimes. It started when i was 18 and i just found myself being oddly attracted to him and getting jealous when my friends tried to flirt with him. we have always been really close and play fighted with each other but as we got older it became somehow intense..like him grabbing me turned into his hands gently around my waste turning me on so much.
then when we'd lie and watch tv or films i'd lie on him and he'd stroke my hair and my skin. and we'd kiss on the lips when no one was looking. now i'm 20 and he's 24.. we make love and it feels right but i know that its wrong but when he touches me it's the most amazing feeling in the world. i love him and i know i'm not allowed to but i can't help it.
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