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Originally Posted by badgirl2
i have heard that certain guys want to fuck me. and have always laughed and thought they wouldnt know what to do with it. once in mexico i was really drunk in a bar with my husband and these two american guys folllowed me in to the bathroom, my husband saw this and walked in just as they walked in and they acted like they were in the wrong bathroom and left. i was in the stall already and heard talking but didnt know what happened until i came out and asked my husband.
i was on a trip with my girlfriends (without my husband) and we met more of our girlfriends. they were with their boyfriends and some other guys. well drinkinking all day and doing coke i was pretty screwed up and i went into the hotel room to use the bathroom. one of the guys came with me ( he was going to his room) well he pushed me in to my room and had my bathing suit bottoms off and would have raped me except my girlfriend was in the room bathroom and walked in yelling. he stopped , got up, and said it was my idea and left..
i didnt really think about putting myself in those situations. i just always thought thats what happens. growing up my girlfriends always talked about getting raped like it was no big deal. really i always thought that it was sexy that a guy would want to rape you.
i always thought that your rapist was someone you liked that couldnt take it anymore. he would rape you and hold you down and cover your mouth but then after that it would be alright . i never thought that it was really rape. rape was something that strangers did.
I know know that is totally wrong now but i still have fantasies i act out with my husband
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But is it totally wrong - or were you more in tune with nature than most people?