[dokturok]

I have only ever talked to one person about this...and I never even met them in real life. I shudder to think what would happen if people in my life found out about this aspect of my life. This part of me is literally a hundred eighty degrees from my actual personality. In real life, I am very respectful of women. When I was in college, women would show up at my dorm room drunk because they knew I would take them back to their rooms without trying anything. I once had a girl show up - completely sober - saying she was thinking, thinking about a scary movie she had watched and asking if she could stay with me. I slept on the floor, she slept in my bed. No, I am not making this up.