God, the shame of him finding that vibrator.
It's as if I told him how crappy my love life was.
"JUST STOP IT AND LEAVE ME the FUCK ALONE...You'll GET your MONEY!"
I'd rather die than even make up a name, telling him it was for a friend came out of my mouth before I thought it through.
He plugged it in and went behind me and I couldn't tell what he was doing.
Not that, not that.. I prayed. Don't use it on me...
I hid my face from the camera, trying to hide this new shame.
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