Kami -
I'm a woman and I'm also a rape victim, so I nominate myself qualified to say this. Being turned on by fantasies of rape is NOT wrong. You should NOT feel guilty. Watching porn, reading/writing stories, posting on boards like these - all these are socially acceptable and (dare I say) healthy ways to scratch that itch. Sexual tastes vary, after all, even among people who consider themselves "normal". (Nobody reading this qualifies as normal, thank God)
There are so many reasons for us all to beat ourselves up, for God's sake don't add this to the list. Find a lady with similar ideas and GO FOR IT.
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