It wasn't just seeing a clip from a scene and hearing my mom say it was horrible; she revealed a few years later that she had first been raped multiple times as a child by her brother when she as very young (family didn't believe her), then went on to say she'd been raped as an adult when on holiday in Greece. You can imagine how I felt after I'd watched so many (fantasy, obviously) rape clips.
I think of it as a simple fetish now, but other people who don't have that fetish are unable to share the same view points because of the emotions rape stirs up.
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