I've actually have a very dark fantasy about raping my own beloved wife.
Of course I've never shared it with her...
Its something like pretending to go away on a trip and let myself in to the house at night, get a hood over her head and rape and torment her as long as I want.
I love her and would never want to subject her to real rape. That being said, I get off on the whole inflicting terror thing.
In particular, since I know all her worst fears, I would know exactly how to terrorize her in the most extreme manner.
*Shiver.
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