[mrsnathpalle]

1. Your gender and age?
Female 40.
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Straight.
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
Victim only.
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
Um. Late teens.
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. …)
I saw the movie “A Clockwork Orange” and the horse was out of the starting gate.
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
Prefer not to say.
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
Prefer not to say.
8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Once a week on average.
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
No. It's a mental not a physical stimulation.
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
No.
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Prefer not to say.
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fantasies?
Prefer not to say.
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Almost always stranger.
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on-one-scenes or gangrape?
About 50-50.
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
Always the victim, neither a voyeur.
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Depends. Most of the time they enjoy it, sometimes the are forced to participate.
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Absolute. Don't even think about suggesting that me as the victim enjoys it at any point.
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
Office or home.
19 What's your favorite type of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirate, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
White strangers. Burglar. Stalker. Gang initiation to rape a MILF (me).
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
I enjoy a level of violence. Guns or knifes are too easy. [COLOR="red"]
21. What's the center of your fantasy?
Humiliation and degradation.
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screaming etc.
I would say yes.
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
Depends. About 50-50. Sometimes he overpowers before I can resist.
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc.
This question does not apply to me as a victim.
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Depends. About 50-50.
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
Yes. Depends on the fantasy. Vaginally most of the time.
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Sometimes.
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Sometimes.
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Almost always.
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
This question does not apply to me as a victim.
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Not at all.
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
Roleplays: one to two hours.
33. How do you feel after such a "session"
Delighted if it goes well, disappointed if it does not.
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
Oh yes. Sometimes I disappear for months from topic related websites because of guilt.
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Only my husband.
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
No.
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
Prefer not to answer.
38. Do you imagine yourself or your victim to be tied up?
Prefer no bondage. It limits my response in the roleplay/fantasy.
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arousal in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
Not really.
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
I like to be made to strip and impregnated as it is part of the humiliation and degradation.