Wow. I am so impressed by all of your honesty. I've had these fantasies for a long time, and have spent some time reading on the board from time to time - like many of you, I suspect, I was SO delighted to find others with fantasies like mine. I found this survey and all of your answers so interesting... I felt I had to finally register and complete it myself.
Thank you, Nathan, for posting it. And thank you everyone else for your replies and comments (well, most of them
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1. Are you male? female? transgender? female
2. Your age? 40
3. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies? 14
4. Do you more often fantasize being the rapist or the victim? victim
5. Do you ever fantasize about being in the opposite role? no
6. How many times a week would you estimate that you fantasize about this? 7
7. How many times a day would you say you fantasize about this? 1
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14. Do you most often fantasize about stranger rape, or rape with someone you know? both, strangers more often, I would say
15. What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (e.g. my bedroom, outdoors, a cabin, a dungeon, etc.) my bedroom, outdoors
16. Do your fantasies typically involve just one on one scenes, or gangrape? both, more one-on-one though
17. Do your fantasy scenes include the victim being hit (slapped, punched) by the rapist? no
18. Do your fantasy scenes typically include weapons? no
19. If yes, as threats or intimidation only, or also used on the flesh, e.g. cut with a knife? n/a
20. Do your fantasy scenes typically include overt violence to the victim? no
21. Are your fantasy scenes typically limited to the victim being forced against her will (e.g. overpowered, unable to resist) without overt violence? yes
22. Do your fantasy scenes typically involve the victim being incapacitated or severely diminished via drugs or alcohol? rarely
23. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual? bisexual
24. Do your rape scenes most often include a struggle by the victim? a little
25. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum? yes
26. If yes, where does it usually end up? inside me, face, mouth, chest
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never - rarely
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never - often
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never - always
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm? yes
31. Do your scenes include family members? Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never - rarely
32. Do your scenes typically include the size of the man's cock as an important feature? If so, what size (approximately)? yes, 10-12 inches
33. Do your scenes typically include the race or ethnicity of the victim as an important feature? If so, what is the victim's race most often? white
34. Do your scenes typically include the race or ethnicity of the rapist as an important feature? If so, what is the rapist's race most often? sometimes, black, white
35. Were you ever sexually molested as a child? yes
36. Do you have sexual fantasies about children? no
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life? no
38. If yes, was it with your spouse/partner/lover, or with someone new to you? n/a
39. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly. no, it was pretty thorough!
40. Are there other questions that you think of that should be included in a future survey, if there are any? not that I can think of
41. How honest have you been in answering these questions, approximately? (Please give as a %... e.g. 100%, 90%, etc) 100%
42. Would you like to receive the tabulated results of this survey when it is complete? please