Okay guys,
I wasn't going to post this, it doesn't really fit the question, but it's related
one of the fantasies I sometimes have (It's not the "normal" one, but I have it sometimes) is one where I set up the rape.
I imagine finding a rapist, either through reputation or by searching a sex offender data base. I innocently meet the guy, and get invited to his place. I even imagine bringing lubricant or something to get myself ready (say I need to go to the bathroom or something). I make myself really vunerable, like having drinks and pretending to be drunker than I am (I could half consciously say something like "I'm really drunk. I need to lie down for a minute") and I get raped. It's not really rape, I know, because it's consentual. It's more of a step between role play and real, because it's role play for me but real for him.
I'd never actually do this. It's too dangerous. I could get a disease, I'd have to go back on the pill, and he could get too violent (especially if he's already on parole). But it's a fantasy I have sometimes.
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