that's serious stuff, cryptic-i started getting harassed in SEVENTH GRADE. (talk about guys starting early...)
this one guy, every single day, would tell me he wanted to do stuff to me, he'd follow me in the halls making moaning noises, stuff like that. i remember one day i bent over to pick up my friend's school ID she had dropped, and he went "damn, i wanted to hump your ass. bend over again." i whipped the ID across his face so bad, he had a red mark the whole day. he started screaming that he was gonna get me, but i didnt care anymore.
in 10th grade a kid in my class said, pretty loudly, that i was his and i couldn't suck his cock anymore since i didnt give him a CD to brrow (he said it in front of EVERYONE), and that same year, my drama teacher said some pretty disturbing things to me.
i'm sorry you went through that in school, and i'm sorry you went through a real rape. i hope you can be able to tell your story to someone some day, just take your time
*hugs*