[Kypris]

1. Your gender and age?
Female, 20

2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Mostly straight.

3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
The victim.

4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
As long as I can remember, I've had this recurring dream where I was tied up and thrown off a cliff. Though obviously it became more explicit as I became more sexually aware. I didn't really know that I had a rape fetish until I discovered Literotica when I was thirteen.

5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
^ No. As long as I can remember, I've always been turned on by rape scenes, or more commonly near-rape. Come to think of it, the one in Back to the Future (Biff and Lorraine) really made an impression on me as a kid.

6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
No.

7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
Thankfully, no.

8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Often!

9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
When I'm alone.

10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Yes.

11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Yes!

12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
I would say my fantasies are predominantly about rape/coercion, though I do have vanilla fantasies, sometimes.

13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Stranger rape, overwhelmingly. Though I guess you have to define 'stranger' - for example does a security guard I pass by every day (but don't talk to) count?

14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
About half-'n-half. Often, it starts one on one and becomes a gangrape.

15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
Yes, always as the victim, never just as an observer.

16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Absolutely important. I mean, part of the attraction of rape fantasy is that my rapist(s) is into it waay more than me.

17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Very important. I mean, if there isn't a degree of suffering on my part it's not rape fantasy, right?

18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
A basement/dungeon, and toilets.

19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
Don't have a preference as to occupation. It all depends on the scenario, but generally I like my rapists to be intelligent, cruel men, and since I'm putting myself in the shoes of the victim, I prefer them to be bookish, petite and college-aged like myself.

20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
More soft. I find being coerced into defiling myself much more degrading than being physically overpowered, and I'm queasy with blood.

21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
Definitely the humiliation and degradation.

22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
It's definitely hot, but some scenarios don't really call for it.

24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
Yes!

25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Yes.

26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
All over my face, or in my mouth/down my throat.

27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Occasionally. Usually in my scenarios anal rape is the ultimate violation, and is sometimes used as a threat to encourage compliance.

28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Always. There's something uniquely degrading about blowjobs and face/throatfucking, because putting your face and mouth on a man's cock such a servile act, and it signifies that the rapist exerts some non-physical power over the victim. Also, I really like sucking cock.

29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Always.

30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Almost always. What's more humiliating than cumming on your rapist's cock?

31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Not very. I don't like it when they're described as 10-inch coke-can behemoths because come on.

32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
It varies wildly, and depends on whether I have time, how much I'm turned on by the scenario and how horny I'm feeling.

33. How do you feel after such a "session"
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
Yes, guilt is a huge part of my sexual psyche. I'm hugely ashamed of being turned on by rape and degradation, which of course in turn makes it hotter.

35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Just the one person, an ex, and only the tip of the iceberg.

36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
No.

37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
Yes, once. It went poorly (he wasn't into it and we broke up soon after).

38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
Yes, sometimes.

39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
Only when they're in specifically rapey roles, I guess. Like Cillian Murphy in Red Eye, or the creepy 'heh heh' guy in Tarantino movies.

40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
I have a big fetish for being caught masturbating, especially in semi-public places, so that's often how a lot of my scenarios start out. Also being sold or coerced into sex slavery.