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Old 09-11-2013, 06:56 PM   #63
TreeGirl
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1. Your gender and age? F/ 36
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual? straight
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim? victim
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies? bondage and vague force fantasies started somewhere by kindergarten through 2nd grade, at the latest
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...) there was a tall stack of extra large tires on the playground. some of us would climb in and pretend to be captives, while others would stay outside and be the captors. I'm sure it wasn't a sexy thing for everyone, but it made me think of romance novel covers, and that just got me going
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child? no
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life? no
8. How often do you fantasize about rape? I go through cycles where for a while it'll be all the time, then for a while never
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize? I'll sometimes rub my clit a little through my panties, but that's about it. sadly, masturbation doesn't do much for me
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies? same as above
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating? I've never been able to cum from masturbation, but it sure gets me right to the edge a lot quicker! 12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies? it's all about the cycles. sometimes all I want is romance, roses, and a bubble bath
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know? someone I know, definitely. or at a celebrity
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape? if I'm fantasizing about a male rapist, one-on-one, female rapist would be a gangbang
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch? sometimes when my fantasies get real extreme, I'll disassociate from them, and both rapist and victim will be made up people, like I'm watching a movie. as opposed to part of my fantasy being that I'm just standing there watching it happen
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) absolutely important
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) absolutely important. but I like my victim to enjoy the suffering
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.) my house (various room), my rapist's house, a cabin out where nobody can here me scream, maybe a club, definitely a pirate ship
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)? whoever's my boyfriend/ husband, friends of my bf, girlfriends of friends of my bf, ex-gfs of my bf, etc... oh, and definitely pirates
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)? when I'm 1st getting into a rape fantasy cycle, they start out soft, and then get rougher and rougher
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation? both
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc no. sometimes it's just playtime that goes too far
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim? the softer ones no, the rougher ones yes
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc yes
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ? no. sometimes there aren't even really words at all, just sounds
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up? if he's actually fucking me, yes, and he cums inside
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) occasionally
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) never
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) always
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm? not all the way there, no
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies? more than visual stimuli, I focus more on how it feels inside me. I want it to hurt
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last? [COLOR="green"]no regular time frame[COLOR="green"]
33. How do you feel after such a "session" tired, frustrated, sometimes a bit sad
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies? never
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy? in my extended group of friends, we all assume most of us have rough fantasies to one degree or another, but no one knows my details, no
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies? most of my friends lol
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life? no
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?sometimes
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)? oh yes. my current kick is Colm Keegan. when he has his glasses on you can see a rough and stern disciplinarian inside
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly. object rape and painful pussy stretching play a big part in most all of my fantasies. forced homosexuality also eventually comes into play[/QUOTE]

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