Originally Posted by pravjey

Why did I stop? she was someone that I cared about and I hate myself for doing it. Reading her response, "u r scaring me..." (although admittedly a bit of turn on) was genuinely heartbreaking.

Why did I do it? That's probably too complex to give a simple answer and will probably require several sessions with my therapist. One thing I have realised is that it isn't the first time that I have been aggresive towards to a woman, although the first time that I have realised it. It's possible that I have an underlying anger towards women, which I am still trying to get my head round!

I'm sorry if this sounds like a bit of a confessional. Has anyone else had similar experiences or feelings towards their rape fantasies?