[CaptiveSoul]

As a kid my fantasies were heavy on abduction and captivity scenarios even long before there was anything overtly sexual about them. Vaguely-defined Bad People were always capturing me and locking me up in cages and whatnot, often along with another one or more of my classmates or friends, and Good People (parents, teachers, police) would come and rescue me/us. It was all innocent adventure stuff, then. I can look back as far as the age of five, when my parents took us kids to the theatre to see "Chitty Chitty Bang Bang" on the big screen, and I credit several scenes in that otherwise unbearably tedious film with planting the seeds in my mind. Years later, when I started to become... interested in girls, my already-established fantasy world simply expanded to accomodate that new aspect. Sex was a new and unprecedentedly exciting thing for my captors to force me into, or make me watch as they did it to whichever girl I had a crush on at the moment. So there never really was a rape scene that got me started; rape was just the form that sexual fantasy naturally took on when it awoke in my already-receptive head. I had no exposure to pornography, either, but in those less politically correct times the constant stream of imagery in advertisements, TV, and mainstream media in general gave my young mind plenty of material to work with.