Howdy everyone
 

I've been posting for a few days now, but I figured I would go ahead and introduce myself, and maybe get to those who've been here a long time.

I actually started with a big bondage interest that somehow morphed into rape play.

My question for any of you willing to answer is did you always have an interest in rape play, or did it start with something else and eventually end up here?

Its a pleasure to meet you.

To answer your question, my interest in rape play just blossomed out of nowhere, and landed me here. Now, I'm exploring other possibilities when it comes to sex.

Hi, Lorielle. I'm relatively new here myself and really enjoying myself. Who would have thought that a bunch of (virtual) rapists would be such a cool bunch.

Anyways, in terms of my interest in rape, I guess I have always had 'unusual' sexual appetites: spanking, bdsm, group sex, being cuckolded, etc. I think I repressed the fact that rape turned me on for just as long as I was interested in these other kinks, as I felt really guilty about it. However, at some point, horniness won and I started to allow myself to fantasize about it. Can't say the whole guilt thing is gone and I find myself walking a thin line psychologically. The idea of woman being raped and humiliated is a huge turn-on, though clearly the reality is abhorrent. In life, I am such a passive person, you would have no idea. I don't think I could ever even be the 'rapist' in a consensual role play (what I would like is to be a voyeur in such a situation and watch one of the local experts do their thing).

Well, that is probably far more than you bargained for when you asked that question. I guess all that sort of slipped out...

Hi Laurie and welcome to the site. My interest in rape goes way back to childhood.

I hope you have fun.

Hi and welcome

to answer your question I got into this stuff as an adult when I started roleplaying in bed

Thanks everyone for the warm welcomes. :)

I do agree with you, Eapenetret. I wasn't sure what to expect when I joined, but having found that most people on here are very cool and interesting is a nice surprise.

I also understand what you mean by the guilt. I struggled with that for so long, since I've never really been interested in vanilla sex, at all. I was 13 when I started to become curious, and I always pictured bondage or being dominated, so I just hid it hoping it would all go away. I have since come to terms with it, but it is still not something I would openly share with anyone, outside of my husband. That is why I'm so glad to have found this place, where I can be myself and share without the guilt or shame.

At 13 wow you started young.

I didn't start actually having sex then. I was just curious that young :skull-smi

I know I meant you started having the fetish young I was already an adult when I did.

Ahh, I got you. I misunderstood.

So, let me ask you this if you don't mind. What right now is your biggest fantasy? What do you picture or wish you could do to someone right now?

hard question I have a few fantasy I would like to play out with a women, I want a girl to dress up for me and pretend she a young lady I am molesting and raping.

very nice. What exactly is the age range you picture, if you don't mind me asking?

Whatever the women is ok with its not the age that matters its how she acts it. I like the feeling of being in control of this young inncoent girl. Never do the real thing as little girls dont turn me on its the pretending and knowing thats it for me shes doing it.

Its a power thing really plus any women is hot in a school uniform costume.

I realize this question was not directed at me, but I'm sure no one will mind if I (don't really) answer.

I'm a college professor and, well, my current fantasies are strictly forbidden. :)

It sounds like a very erotic fantasy. :skull-thu

I've personally have never RP'd or anything else with age play, not because I think there is anything wrong with it or anything, but I do know a few people I've gotten to know who were very interested. They swore I looked 16 or 17


I completely understand. :)

You do not have to openly answer anything you aren't comfortable with. I'm just curious so I tend to always ask.

Really would love to see if you do look that young.

I'm trying to be brave and just post a picture or two, but I can't promise anything.

You can always just email them too me if you want to show them to everyone.

I'm thinking Gothic and I are dying to see that.

And, you didn't need to apologize before, I was only trying to be 'suggestive'. It is tough when these "full of life" early twenties girls are all excited to talk to me because of what I am teaching. I know they can read me like a book; my eyes must give it all away. But, I appear meek and harmless, so they don't seem to mind...

Big flirts are they I know the type I work in a College Library now, they think they can wrap you round their finger. Doesn't work of course expect for one or two girls who are closer to my age.