Poems[ If you don't like poetry, don't open]
 

And....?
 

The sesasons send their ruins as they go,
For in spring the narciss shows its head
Nor withers till the rose has flamed to red,
And in autumn purple violets blow,
And the slim crocus stirs the winter snow;
Wherefore yon leafless trees will bloom again
And this gray land grow green with summer rain
And send up cowslips for some boy to mow.

But what of life whose bitter hungry sea
Flows at our heels,and gloom of sunless night
Covers the days which never more return?
Ambition,love and all the thoughts that burn
We all lose too soon,and only find delight
In withered husks of some dead memory.

---Wilde.

The Promise (just mental garbage)
 

Sexual is equal to primal.
Lust is not visible.
I will take your pain and feed.
Satisfy your bloody need.

The eyes never lie.
The body is a treasure.
I abuse at my leisure.
But the eyes never lie.

Afraid of my malice?
Have fear of my palace?
I have a room for you.
Where the beast speaks true.

Hide, if you must.
Whom do you trust?
I have a room for you.
Where the beast speaks true.

Jesus Loving Fills My Skull

Jesus loves pornographers.

Jesus loves lesbian twins.

Jesus loves stump humpers.

Jesus loves those who enjoy The Dirty Sanchez.

Jesus loves hookers.

Jesus loves women who have had abortions.

Jesus loves Muslims.

Jesus loves drug addicts.

Just a little reminder to everyone who pays more than commercial lip service to the holiday recently celebrated what it's current namesake was all about.

If you're one of the many who don't dig on the whole Jesus thing. Basically, just don't be a dick.

Yeah, babe, join the party.

http://kleine-fuhrer.lenin.ru/mp3/housewitz.swf

Toro
 

Toro,

Leave this board. I will never return. I'm tired of the hate and the games.

If you want a friend. hellishtreat@yahoo.com

I hope you are not "in too deep".

Take care. I hope you write.

Hey, I came on here first on the old rapeboard.com.
And it was fun then, different set of people.

But the old site is gone, and the old folks are gone.

But lately, there is some fighting between rapeclub and rapeboard.

Well, I got banned from rapeclub.

They told me my posts were too psychotic.

Oh, no, I am not going to tell you my handle at that site.

They should have left this board unmoderated.

Yeah, babe, power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely.

--Lord Acton.

And don't tell me things will get better.

Again,

The long term versus the short term argument is one used by losers.
--Lord Acton

psychotic music.

http://www.messerchups.ru/

http://www.thebambimolesters.com/

Oh Toro, you drive me. . .wild,
its easy to trace the tracks of your tears,
where ever you go child,
you will find the reason for your fears,
behind you, you see a shadow always there,
watching, calculating, seeking your soul,
then one day you are lured to his lair,
where your outrage will his be his goal,
and when you lie exhausted and he spent,
will you wonder if it was love he meant?

Grm 2005

[my apologies to Smokey]

Well, my daddys folks were Estonian from Estonia.
Some of his were sent off to concentration camps
never to be seen again.

Estonia is such a small coutnry, virtually defenseless.
and poor.

I found this on a Russian website mocking Hitler.

Oh, yeah, such hypocrisy. The Esotnians suffered as much
from the Russuans as the Germans.

The people there speak a non Indo-European language related
to Finnish and Turk, a member of the Ural-Altaic language family.

It is different, very different.

Written by my friend and lover.

Sarah G.

I'm a whore
I'm a slut
I deserved what I got
I wanted it more than anything else
I lie
I'm diseased
I could have fought back
I'm stronger than him, that rapist named Matt
Well fuck all of you
you've made yourselves clear
I've heard your opinions and I don't share your view
Go fuck yourselves I know that you can
you've done it before and you'll do it again
I sit here and hate all life around me
I'm hurting enough so just let me be
If I had my way I'd kill each one of you
when I was done I would kill myself too
Fuck you I wish you had never been born
my heart still beats even though it's been torn
Would things be easir if I were dead?
It could be arranged
I'll do it myself to erase all the pain
But first I have just one thing to say
two words to make all the pain go away
Fuck you and fuck you I hope that you die
Fuck you, you know and I know that you lie
And fuck you, I hope that your happy now
Fuck you, you bastard, just go right to hell

Kill Your Mother / Rape Your Dog

kill your mother and rape your dog!
fuck these corporations and their fucking record stores,
I don't want my fucking paycheck feeding money whores
these bastards flood the market with their fabricated shit,
and laugh as this pathetic fucking music gets them rich...
stay the fuck, right out of my life,
I don't need your, fucking advice,
you don't know what, our shit is all about,
so don't even try to figure it out,
fuck your spice girls and your fucking pearl jam,
its all a bunch a shit, I say, fuck it,
fuck your dave matthews and your fucking rem,
you god damned bitch, fucking clueless

----Dying Fetus

Welcome to my Filthy Mind: Dark poety
 

Love is gone
My tv's on
I'm hanging with the boys
A life with fools
This world is cruel
We never dispense with toys
Could you make a suggestion
For an act i would enjoy
I'm drowning
So come inside
Welcome to my filthy mind
My fingers are burnt
Forgot what i learnt
I'll never be a satisfied
Become a recluse
Enjoy the abuse
It's better to just get high
Now i feel like a baby
Who has just opened its eyes
I'm drowning
So come inside
Welcome to my filthy mind

Nice poem, but you may need a life perserver.
Thanks.

really nice
thanks for sharing

Shadows
I am shadow.
Blended merging mirror, formless

your shadow
your darkness
I persist at the edge of perception

patient
I am waiting
the cue, the signal

you give it
you falter
and moon, new moon

shadow
I am shadow
I eclipse your shining sun

darkness
we are shadow
I have brought us low

Thank you Marc
loves dark poetry
Grm